Repeatedly as always, I only caused you grief
as always I must have even hurt you too.
I remain unable to move
Why does your touch pain me so?

Surely it's because I was afraid of repeating history and losing you
We wiped away unforgettable days by nestling close together
You held my hand without any questions

Even if your feelings grow distant tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
Even I pass from your heart tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to future in which you are ...

Along with the painful things -
almost to the point of forgetting -
I'm thinking of you

The more I count the nights on which we don't meet,
Anxiety grows in my chest
Collecting different types of loneliness; please don't cry alone

No matter how far apart we are, let's go on believing in each other
I want to remain smiling like this somehow
Without hurting you

Those emotions that had faded away with time,
I don't want to feel them again
Even if your feelings grow distant tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
Even I pass from your heart tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged

Please, have eyes only for me
Please, don't let go of my hand
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to future in which you are...

Labels: the GazettE, visual kei

I wonder if they sell alice nine's albums in Singapore. They rock. Seriously, I lovelovelove them.
Freaked out just now when I realized that we'd forgotten all about the food for tomorrow's outing. Gah. This is seriously the first time in my whole life I'm wishing that it will not rain the next day. Usually, I will wish that it will rain at least once in certain times in the day. I'm not making sense. I know.
I want hello, dear numbers 2006 dvd!!!
Lol, most probably they don't sell it here. Anyway, listened to Alice Nine and Abingdon Boys School this afternoon. =]] My mum thought that Alice Nine is a female singer as they have the name 'Alice' in their name. Hahas. Oh well, I have to go now. Bye. Gonna search for chicken rice stalls.

Labels: visual kei

Thank you Sihui and Cassy for giving me such wonderful presents. I almost forgot that my birthday is next month if not for you two. Time really flies. Anna asked me what I wanted for my birthday and I said a Porsche =]] Hahas. Still about two more weeks to my aging of one year I guess. Cassy gave Anna and me similar bears =]] they are so cute! And Sihui, thanks for the album! =]]]]
Mr Tan treated everyone to pizzas during lunch yesterday. Anna claimed that one of them was salmon pizza...it sure didn't look like it...even Ziyu was quite doubtful. But it was nice. Spend the rest of the time in the library and read one whole book in there. Ziyu lost her handphone while she was in the library and we went back inside to search the library for the phone. In the end, we went to the GO and reported it. Mr Tan was also there and he told Ziyu that she was really fantastic that she had lost her handphone just like that. Lol, it was a bit unbelievable but I think it slipped out of her pocket [ that's the trouble with slim phones ]. Anyway, luckily some kind souls came into the GO a few minutes before us and gave the phone to the lady there so Ziyu got her phone back immediately. Lucky her =]
Choir didn't start till four plus coz there were people using the seminar room. So all of us just sat outside the room in the arts con. and talked. It was really funny and the sec2s told us some, really things about Mr Goh and other teachers. Lotsa people also took out their decks of cards to play and Mr Tay commented that Anna's cards were lousy 0_0
Sang Mid-Winter and Joshua Fit the Battle of Jericho again. Juniper told me the story behind the song while practising. Then sang Las Amarillas after that. It was quite fun. No time to post more now. Ta.

Labels: Crez chorale, School Days

I wish 陈老师 all the best although it is sad that she will be resigning. Anyway, hope the next chinese teacher will be as good though I doubt so.
Will have to wait for about three hours tomorrow for CCAs to start again. It's seriously a long wait and we can't do much =/
My mum bought me this coffee-coloured bag for me =] there are lots of pockets. Don't really have much time to post much. Feel like it's meaningless to go to school if we can't do anything and teachers don't come to class at all.

Labels: School Days

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8McawYRJA0M
The song Akatsuki is damn nice=]
Burnt my fingers this afternoon while cooking - yeah, it's quite incredulous, but somehow, I managed to. Unfortunately. Continued on my cap designing. At least it looks somewhat nice now =] love my flower abstracts at times. Not much time left after switching blogskins. Will blog more. Ta.

Labels: visual kei

I've started listening to Alice Nine. I don't really like Yami ni Chiru Sakura but the rest are good.
In fact, they are great. They have two guitars and one bass. And Shou has good vocals - in my opinion of course. Okay, I really like this band...
I can't imagine that Sihui thinks that Gackt looks good as Genesis. Hahas, not my type I guess. Well, there's nothing much to post about coz my life is really stagnant. Hopefully, the new principal will be as good. Although I've only known Mrs Lee for only one year, she is a really great principal. The Sec3s chairpersons were crying after giving her the flowers.
I'm the only one in the class who listens to visual kei bands. The only ones that even listen to japanese music only listen to anime opening and ending songs - which are quite boring to me after a while. I prefer jrock...and of course, English rock songs =] the genre pop is also welcomed. C'mon people, visual kei ain't that freaky - except for those like Dir En Grey and D'espair rays.
Sometimes I feel that there's nothing in common to talk about to my friends coz I'm that different. Hahas, yes, I'm unique =]]]
This song is really fantastic : Blue Planet by alice nine
the live version on you tube is at :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uC4yL3XxDG4

Labels: visual kei

After such a long time, choir finally started again. Got a new piece today - Joshua fit for battle o' Jericho or something like that. The last part is real high - for me at least...
Ms Tham was whispering to us throughout the whole thing coz she lost her voice. I think.
The MRT is really crowded during peak periods. Which includes evenings. I couldnt even see which station I was at due to the many TALL people surrounding me. Imagine how short I felt with a caucasian and other tall people standing around me, totally blocking my view. Thank God for ears.

Labels: Crez chorale, School Days

We did literally nothing in school today. Just wasted away in the classroom. The only thing that I'd accomplished today was the planning of the outing. We managed to assign the roles [ though most were left even more confused after that ] and decide on the food. We still have the back-up plan to deal with though. I'm starting to love the weather. Gloomy days are my favourite times...when the sun is missing and the grey clouds are abundant.
I wonder if they sell BIS's Believe in Style album in Singapore. Really wish to have it...anyway, I've just included this section of the albums that I want =]] It's redundant actually.

Labels: School Days, visual kei

How do those ladies go shopping for the whole day. I went shopping with my mum as my mum wanted to buy some shoes and clothes. The guy at the shop must have hated me to the core. While my mum was trying the shoes, she kept asking me which is nice. I just sat there and told her if it was awful or awesome. Anyway, that guy promoted this pair of shoes and my mum was also thinking of buying it. But, I said, " It's ugly as hell." I think the guy wanted to kill me just then. Anyway, with the help of the femle assistant, my mum bought three pairs of heels.
We then went to Vivo. My mum bought a vanilla coronet for me and tirimisu for her from Beard Papa's. With the notion of buying her clothes, we went to G2000 to take a look. The thing was, in the end, I got my heart broken. That's coz, my mum didn't buy anything but I got this dress [ my first dress after five years ] which set me back by $60 when I'm already so broke. I didn't think of checking the price again...Saw the price wrongly.
We walked around after that but didn't buy any clothes as my mum can't find anything that she wants - I had to drag her from the shoes section. Oh, and I finally know where is the Make-A-Bear Workshop!! It was so cute! But expensive. And my mum is really one of a kind. After coming out of the shop, I was gushing about how cute the bears were and my mum just uttered one sentence,

"Did you see the guy making the bear? He is very good-looking you know."

Yes, that was what she said. Sheesh. Went to Starbucks and drank green tea latte which is really good. I grew sleepy after that coz caffiene makes me sleepy somehow. My mum dragged me and we watched the fashion show for a while and headed home. Honestly, I can't stand shopping for the whole day, it was so tiring. But it was okay for yesterday. Went to the market just now and bought a bag for just $10 =]] That's really cheap.

Labels: teddy workshop.

I don't understand any part of the wayang show. Although i did not fall asleep - unlike Pearlyn, Harriet, Dao Xin, Verity and Tessa Sim, I couldn't get what they were doing. All I knew was that each time they jump on the carpet thing, more dust would fly about. Pearlyn kept make snide remarks about their performance and couldn't keep quiet till I asked Harriet if there was a roll of masking tape available. No offence Pearlyn =]]
The fire drill was weird. After the fire alarm came on, no one did anything till maybe 5 seconds later and all started screaming and running outside. Anyway, the whole thing ran smoothly.
Fell asleep sometime later during the talks. Was so tired. The motivation talk was rather interesting though. Topics such as the Law of Attraction which I'd already read about were covered. To me, everything depends on what you believe in. Where do you put your faith in. Somehow, if it does come true, those who do not believe in it will just dismiss it as superstition whereas those who do will feel that their trust is rewarded. It is not a matter of whether it works, but if your faith is in it in the very first place.

Labels: School Days

Tohoshinki is good. I must say that they are great dancers - their timing [ in the MV ] was perfect! Most of their songs are quite long though. Jejung doesn't look really great with bleached hair. But their dancing is really good.
Thanks to Sihui, the shirt designs are ready to be sent for printing. The thing is that some aren't satisfied with the words chosen for the front of the shirt coz it's too boring. I can see that it may need till next year before we get the shirts done.
I somewhat miss my previous hairstyle...it was so much nicer. If only I hadn't listened to that lady. I'm praying that my hair will grow faster and I can have the style back [ although Yimin says I look like a rock star ]. I want my fringe and tails!!!
I wonder just when are we gonna get our TPCs. It's taking a long time - bet we will only get it in the middle of 2008.
I'm feeling reluctant to return to school tomorrow. If only we can choose not to go back. I'm not looking forward to waking up at 5 again and rushing to catch the train. Kya~ why must it be only two days???

I'm posting after a hiatus. FYE is finally over and everyone is in their own happy bubble now.
As the paper ended quite late today, I met my mum for lunch. I got an album from the Popular there - this boyband Tohoshinki. My mum saw their album and asked if I knew them. Anyway, I wanted their album in the beginning of the year so yeah. It's nice =]
I've taken up drawing again. Yes, I did do three minor pieces in July but had to stop due to studies and the lack of free time. I'm now drawing a girl in manga-style. Hope it turns out nice. I'd stopped coz I was upset with my lack of skill and wanted to give it up. But in the end, the urge to draw overcame that decision. It was also due to encouragement given by a few people including my mum. Those who knew me in Primary five had thought I would join Art club in Secondary school. Don't want to though, as the teacher totally cramps my whole style. It's just that I will miss the skills that they will be teaching. I guess what Ms Wong [ my art mentor ] told me while she was still giving me lessons is true - that art can never end. Wonder how is she now. Unfortunately, she's not teaching at the yamaha / crestar centre anymore. Too bad I stopped midway.
Anyway, the class outing to West coast had to be cancelled as there's construction going on there. It wasn't an ideal venue in the first place.
Almost died while shouting this morning. Came to school with a bad sore throat and still had to shout to announce stuff to the class. I'm feeling better now though.
Well, shall return to drawing now. Ta.

Labels: School Days