I feel excluded from my cousins. Not that they try to exclude me in any way. It's just that we all have grown apart. When Dennis mentioned that they haven't been to my house and that they still remember playing with Barbie dolls last time at my old house brings back memories. I still remember Dada [ not his real name but that's what everyone calls him ], Dennis and I used to play with Lego every Sunday. Don't remember playing with Ivan though. He was always bullied and would cry. But now, I think I talk more to Ivan than the other two. And Dada's vocabulary is simply colourful. He has changed a lot and the changes aren't for the better. Sadly. Hopefully Dennis wouldn't get influenced by him too =/ But it's impossible for people to remain unchanged, can they? Gone is the initial child-like innocence.
We played 'Heart Attack' using hands today. Poor Yu Sheng was not welcomed by the rest. It was quite fun though.
I've realised that time can change a person greatly and it's kinda sad that I'm not close to my cousins anymore. But anyway, it's not like I can really understand vulgarities that are too profound for my humble ears.
I feel so fat. After eating CNY goodies, I feel like a fat walrus. Gosh, I think I've put on like 5kg...darn. For this CNY, my dressing is quite extreme. Yesterday, I wore this olive dress that made sitting difficult. The length of the dress plays a big part in the way you sit- I realised that. And for today, I wore this skull tee with a dark vest over it plus black slacks. Oh, and my brown cap. Looked quite boyish.
Holidays always go by too quickly...how I wish CNY can be dragged longer. I'm dreading common tests. Doom lies ahead.