celestial awakening
xxxxxx
night stars are the street lights of eternity.
Blood
Tuesday, June 26, 2007 @ 4:21 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Got a real shock this morning. 'Coz I used to have a runny nose problem every morning last time but since the start of this year it already seems to disappear [dont ask me why, I dont understand too] . Suddenly today it came back and I was sniffing like hell... It was uncontrollable - my nose kept running. It even more shocking when my hand was bloody. Don't misunderstand, I don't wipe my mucus with my hand usually, it's just that I was covering my nose while grabbing a tissue.
This is the first time my nose is bleeding for no apparent reason. In fact, in my whole life, this will only be the second time my nose bled. The last time was coz I was in an accident that very nearly broke my nose. Anyway, Jimin told me to run to the ladies, which I did. Was so yucky, the sink was bloody also when I washed up my nose. My mum says I'm too heaty while Yimin said something like the air is too dry for me. It started bleeding again during assembly - was such a coincidence that the topic was bullying. I gave Pamela and Pearlyn a shock though...
Btw, we are shifting classrooms this coming Friday! The only two things I will miss about being on the third level is that the view from the window is at least better than the one on the first level and that it is much cooler up here [ the fans are superb ]. Otherwise, I will be happy to shift back now... Oh my nose seems like it's gonna bleed again!!

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My 110th Post
Friday, June 22, 2007 @ 10:30 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Sihui! Don't worry if you appear in the obituaries! Remember that time after we got our results, I said that I will attend your funeral? Yeah, I will bring along my piece of paper about how old Orlando Bloom [Orlan Da Bloom] is!! Btw, this is only a joke! ^^
I'm so happy I don't have fever today!!! That means I don't need the blood test after all!!! Yay! Thank goodness! I have a phobia of blood tests. They should be banned or if not, help to numb the pain somehow!! I'm so happy! Now, left afternoon to tackle...If no fever by then, I wouldn't even need to see the doctor again for this week! Whoopee!




That's how it happened
Thursday, June 21, 2007 @ 3:08 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light

There's supposed to be choir today, I'm mugging through those articles today though. Can't imagine that we have to do twenty of them! Anyway, my fever went down after having sufficient medication. It's a damn relapse...just like last year during June. History repeating itself, lol. I'm on antibiotics again and it tastes FOUL. Which may be why I put off visiting the clinic again - Knew that doctor will give me those disgusting pills yet again. Of course, the fever persisted so my mum dragged me to the clinic yesterday morning.
Gosh, went home with five different medicines, I really surpassed myself this time...the last time I had more than this amount of medication was when I was a toddler! lol, anyway, i only need to take four now...my fever has gone =]
I didn't go for choir in the end. They said it will be in the arts con. today. But Elizabeth told me that when she went there, the Sec4s were having their exam their. Weird.
The songs I'd added are some of my favourite songs...Sakura Hiyori is from Bleach and the rest are from Tsubasa...only the one by UVERworld is not from any anime - not that I know of...
Yume No Tsubasa is a great song!! By Miyu Irino [Syaoran] and Yui Makino [Sakura].


Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)
Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant.

Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?




Not Again
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 @ 8:32 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
After three days of being cured of flu, I've got a fever.
Woke up at 5am feeling groggy and a splitting headache. I've been getting headaches more frequently this year, hope it's not some illness. When I went back to sleep I was shivering and my throat ached like hell. My mum found it weird when she passed me and found that I was wrapped with my blanket. I was burning and my head and ears were ringing. Now, I have to take that yucky pink fever tablet every three hours. AND, I've not done my phrase book, still left a few more articles to do!!! Really hope I will be able to attend choir this Thursday and Friday. Although I'm not that keen to go for the practices, I will miss out alot of stuff and when I come back I wouldn't know what I'm supposed to do. Like the one practice I missed and when I went back I realised I was in 1.2 section! That's like, different coz the week before I was singing 1.1 section! Plus, there may be new songs coming in every week now....Help!
Feeling really tired. Worn out. Been mugging real hard but now I can't concentrate.
First week: Was laid back
Second week: Had sore throat
Third week:Flu
Fourth week: Fever
And during the march holidays if I remember correctly, I was feverish and had flu too. I have this ability to fall ill during holidays you know. Well, gotta go do my English composition now!


My eyes are hurting. My ears are ringing

You Don't Have a Big Mouth
In fact, you like to keep your life very private.
You figure that your personal life is no one's business.
And if people try to pry, they'll end up unsuccessful.
You're a big mystery to people - and that's fine by you!
Do You Have a Big Mouth?



You Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.
What Temperment Are You?


Your Inner Gender is Male
You are rational, matter of fact, and quite dominant.
You like to get things done, without any emotional messiness.
You truly don't understand most women. And you definitely feel more comfortable around men.
No doubt about it. You're a guy - at least on the inside.

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Deciding
Thursday, June 14, 2007 @ 9:46 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I just took the Naruto personality test that was on Si Hui's blog. The evil character that I am is Zabuza. What an awful name, well, I've never really liked Naruto anyway. They describe him as a swift and silent killer. =]
Well, I've decided to take up drawing again. My mum has been trying to persuade me these past few months to draw again. I was adamant - the only exceptions I made was drawing for Visual Arts. Even for that, I never really tried my best. I was afraid of what I would see. I was afraid of imperfections. Since December I made a decision to quit drawing unless it's really necessary. It was quite painful but it was even painful when I saw how ugly my art was. It was horrible...my paintings started to be sloppish. I couldn't draw Manga anymore. Not even that. Even my still life drawings of plants are horrifying. That was when I told myself to stop drawing, as it seemed that I do not have that talent anymore. My mum was quite upset over that. So began the "Trying to persuade my daughter not to waste her talent" campaign. Lol, kidding.
Anyway, while I was reading the newspaper yesterday, I saw my sketch book at a corner. I picked it up and suddenly just started drawing. At the end I was exhilarated. I designed three lady's suits, plus a life drawing of a plant. That made me realised what I've been doing these months was just moping around. Such that I never really tried my best in all I'd done.
Btw, my mum was really in a generous mood yesterday. While I was at home designing clothes and doing my homework, she went shopping with 2nd aunt. She bought a toaster oven, rice cooker, three cds - Maroon5 [a Maroon5 shirt was also given but was too BIG for me], Linkin Park's Minutes to Midnight, and a chinese pop singer. I'm not really familiar with chinese songs but I think it's 'Prince' by Zhang Dong Liang...
Lol, my mum wants to improve my chinese so she bought a chinese cd. Best thing: She rented another three comics for me!!! Was so happy!




Cough Mixture
Tuesday, June 12, 2007 @ 10:46 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Visited Doctor John yesterday. The last time I saw him was two months back...and before that was last November.
The durations between the times I'm falling ill is shortening...Before November, it was June that I fell ill. Sheesh.
Read six novels yesterday. Liked 'Dixieland Sushi'. I got to take a break as Doctor John said to take 'lots of rest' and I used that as an excuse not to do any work ^^ Well, need to do my horrible homework now...
Btw, the cough mixture doctor gave me was really nice. Tasted like peppermint =]
Doesn't have any effect on me though-I'm still coughing like mad. Ah well.




Lethargy
Saturday, June 09, 2007 @ 7:59 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I've been feeling drained out lately...the heat is really killing me!
My mum and I borrowed sixteen novels from the library this morning...And rented three comics - so nice of my mum =]
I've been feeling depressed and useless these few weeks. Well, guess must really try harder. Just that the whole pile of homework waiting for me just puts me out. Just looking at them makes me hate myself for being so lazy. Usually, I would have done all the homework by now, every single bit of it. And I must really get enough motivation to do some running already...I'm putting on more weight. That's coz I ate mocha ice cream last week =(( Plus, I haven't been exactly watching what I eat - been eating lotsa junk. You know, yesterday Yimin asked me if I ever been on a diet. She was quite thoughtful after hearing my response [ I said no ]. She said she couldn't understand why people go on diets either. Lol, i guess that's coz she hasn't been fat in her life before and is trying to be at least acceptable weight instead of being serverely underweight. Although I'd never been on diet before, I certainly thought of it. In fact, it's been on my mind more frequently now. Of course, I can never find the motivation to be able to turn down fattening food as most of the time, I haven't the heart to or rather, with the food in front of me, never seem to see the reason to. On the other hand, I really want to lose weight. Even if I'm not overweight, I'm not exactly slim either.
Doctor has ever said that I will weigh more than girls my age as my bone density is quite high. And I'm big-boned plus, I have a slow metabolism rate. Wouldn't it be nice to have a slim figure and not be so self-concious on how fat you look or how the fat rolls on your pudgy thighs while you walk? Wouldn't it be nice to be fine-boned and be able to look feminine and great? Wouldn't it be nice to have a fast metabolism rate and you can eat whatever you like and not be in the least bothered how on earth are you going to kill of those calories you've just taken? Wouldn't it be nice to be able to show off how good you look in a slim outfit?
The thing is, I've been cursed to be pear-shaped. Like the rest of the family-tree. We all may have slim or average waist, but I have a BIG, DROOPY bottom, and FLABBY thighs. Plus, I have flat feet. And while I may be wallowing pathetically here, it makes it even more miserable that while I could fit into a really small shirt that I couldn't fit into last month yesterday, my shorts are starting to get tight too. Wow, yes, it seems that I lost a teensy bit of fats round my waist or upper frame. But it does seem unfair that my thighs are getting fatter doesn't it?
You know, I fail miserably at losing weight. In the end, it doesn't even matter if you want to go on diet, it's about whether can you do it or not. I can't. Sometimes, you just flop and you just say, heck, why does it matter how people look at me like I'm some fatso? And at other times you whimper and tear up thinking, Why, oh why, am I stuck in this body with lard? Why? And why must they stare at me like I'm so disgusting? That I'm so fat?
Serious. It also doesn't help if you are no great beauty in the facial aspects. That you don't have any really unique features that will look nice. No, it will always be plain jane.
Now, I'm honestly sounding like some fifty-year-old woman right on the brink of menopause. Or some hormonal teen with PMS. Great.
Argh! This calls for some serious waking and running. Must try to wake up tomorrow to run at least seven rounds. Motivation much needed.

Oh my, this must be the longest post ever...Anyway, so.




Homework
Thursday, June 07, 2007 @ 11:24 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I dislike homework...
You know, i forgot to post about this...Tuesday's choir practice, I was finally able to reach the highest note of the song...Amazing isn't it? I think Kalyn was quite surprised...My first attempt was when I went sharp...it was after that that I manged quite well...
If they choose to sing 'Those Dainty Daffodillies' for Speech day, then you will know how high is it...
By the way, here are some pictures of Hurricane Katrina that my mum emailed me, they were taken by a man in Magee, MS - Where the eye of the storm passed through.

They look phenomenal don't they?
You know, last night I dreamt of Primary school life. My closest friend was in the dream. Was so weird, coz it's like history repeating itself. It's like my dream is a tape of my life that's rewind. Looked through the yearbooks also....Hahas.
Btw, Si Hui posted about me on her blog. Take a look if you want =] She's such a good 'daughter'.

You Communicate With Your Ears
You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.
What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.
You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.
Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.
http://www.blogthings.com/howdoyoucommunicatequiz/">How Do You Communicate?


Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 74%
Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is High

You have a great understanding of who you are, and your place in the world.
You know what path you're on. And you are excited about your future.
You're always deepening your inner knowledge and introspection. And enjoying it every step of the way.
http://www.blogthings.com/howdoesyourintrapersonalintelligenceratequiz/">How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?


You Are More Cutthroat Than You Think
Yes, you do have that killer instinct lurking in you.
And while you may not be actually cutting throats anytime soon...
You certainly don't mind clawing your way to the top.
http://www.blogthings.com/areyoucutthroatquiz/">Are You Cutthroat?



Feeling ever so s-l-e-e-p-y




Finally
Wednesday, June 06, 2007 @ 9:58 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Choir yesterday was surprisingly easy...
Coz our rendition of "Those dainty Daffodillies" isn't perfect yet, we spent lotsa time on that piece plus "Stand By Me"...Haven't learnt "My Fair Phyllis"...
We also got yet another new score - "Las Amarillas", a traditional mexican song. It's a really complicated song and after tackling the first page, majority of us didn't want to sing it already. As it was the last half an hour, Mr Tay let us choose which song to sing - almost everyone chose "Stand By Me" coz it's like, by far, the easiest song to sing =]
And, Si Hui, if what you commented on my tagboard is true, then i shall ask everyone's opinion and ask them to put their comments there =] Hehs, this is quite stupid...anyway, I'm wondering if I should change my blogskin...

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Yesterday
Tuesday, June 05, 2007 @ 9:20 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Choir yesterday was alright. Just that it seemed a teensy bit weird that Airika, Germaine and other Sec4s weren't around already. Well, only Xin Mu came. Anyway, we learnt 'Those Dainty Daffodillies' and brushed up on 'Stand By Me'...Gonna learn 'My Fair Phyllis' today. Beginning next week I think, there will be practices on Wednesdays too - to prepare for Speech Day, whatever that is. Till now, I still don't know what's Speech Day...
Andandand, someone tag please...if not, what's the point of coming to my blog?
Gah~ You know, I've yet to ask Ms Tham why am I in Sop1... Though I don't think I will ever dare to ask her that...
During the auditions for the sections, I freaked out when she said I'm in Sop1...coz I was expecting to be in Altos or Mezzo...though I did really really want to be in Sop. But then again, I sometimes can't sing as high as my section ppl =( they can sing much higher...sob...hahas, wouldn't wallow anymore.
Gosh, gotta do my homework now...shouldn't be blogging at all!! Ciao.

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Shrek3
Saturday, June 02, 2007 @ 10:10 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Went with my mum, ivan, sheree and my aunt and uncle to watch "Shrek 3" at Plaza Singapura.
Was a funny movie...Hehs, actually, it was thanks to the free tickets that my uncle got that my mum and I were invited =] They had six free GV tickets. The nachos there weren't nice at all though...I shared them with Ivan. Anyway, this is like, the second time I've been to Plaza Singapura. Nothing much there still though.
The best part of the movie was when Prince Charming was singing, "With soft and bouncy...hair....." Hahaha, he was such a twit >< Andandand, the Dronkeys are just so CUTE!!!!! Oh yeah, another favourite was on part when Donkey asked Puss why he doesn't wear pants as Donkey felt so naked without them while standing on two feet. HAHA...Well, it's really entertaining.....=]
I must really try to lose weight...getting fatter...when I wore my jeans today, it was quite tight at the bum =(( BUT there's good news... I'M TALLER THAN MY MUM BY AT LEAST 2CM!!! When mummy wore her heels today, I was still slightly taller than her!! Even my mum and aunt were amazed! I'm growing! Just not anymore horizontal I hope. It's always better to grow vertically than horizontally... -_




My 100th Post
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 @ 9:43 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Hehs, today was the choir half-camp aka bonding session cum farewell party for the Sec4s.
While gathering, Anna, Evangeline and Zi Yu and I were trying to do the "BRRR" thing. HAHA. To think it started by Mr Tay for vocals! HAHAHAH =]
We played Wacko then Double Wacko during the first hour. Then we proceeded on to the "Treasure Hunt". It was really fun. =]
I was in Melissa's group, with Xin Mu, Evangeline and Jorina. Too bad I wasn't in the same group as Juniper ...Hahas, my group was not bad too anyway. Anyway, as Germaine said later, the treasure hunt was INCREDIBLE. It was the toughest treasure hunt I've ever taken part in actually. I still can't understand the first clue...Was really difficult. The second clue was in the first level toilet in G block. The clue was something about "fragrant business starts on the first level, Gigi." Of course, it was quite obvious. But coz we didn't really check, we went there three times before finding the second clue. It was really tiring - and a great amount of exercise. We climbed all the way to the top of the Rotunda and then to the Arts Conservatory then around the cateen and many other places...It was a race actually. As the last two groups needed to do a forfeit. In the end, thanks to running all the way, we were tied with some other group for the sixth position =] Airika's group came last and Juniper's was the first. ^^
Airika and her group did the "Chicken Dance" lol. Then after that, with everyone chewing the gummy [ lol, I don't think it is actually allowed to eat in the arts con. but heck. ] , Melanie and Laura gave out the farewell gifts to the Sec4s. They are gonna step down soon- the last week of June. I like Airika!! I don't really know Marion though...since she only came during the first bonding cum sectionals session and two other practices. but I can say that Marion is really funny. She prides herself on being busty - serious. She said that her best feature would be her chest. -.=
Anyway, I will miss Airika the most =( she's really great. She's such a nice SL!!! Wonder who will be in the new comm...Darn, this post is so long...Shall end here.

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It's raining
@ 9:15 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I will need to go back for choir half-day camp later...
It's raining, it's pouring,
The old man is snoring.
He went to bed and knocked his head,
AND COULDNT WAKE UP IN THE MORNING!!!

Sorry, I'm feeling bored...Hmm, there will be team-bonding later.
oh yeah, there is a second test but it's much more difficult than the previous - at least I think so... Well, here's the link http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/466750
I shall put the previous test's link here too for convenience - though I don't think anyone will bother doing it : http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/460788

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Holidays
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @ 8:12 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Yesterday, I fell down twice...
My mum wasn't in the least surprised though. She says that I'm so accident-prone that she is used to it already. At least I've not crashed into any doors for this week. I remember last year, while running to catch the bus, I'd actually crashed into a pillar...Was quite embarrassing and yes, I did catch the bus in the end.
Back to what I was saying, yesterday morning, I got up too fast and lost my balance and fell. Don't know why I keep falling I guess...Think I'm too fat-not that it has anything to do with my falling..
Holidays aren't fun if you're given so much trashy homework to do =((
I'm gonna do my maths now...still haven't even looked at chinese or literature. Adieu.

PS: take my friend test : http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/460788

I will keep lying
although it hurts too much.
All for you, my friend.




Bicycles
Monday, May 28, 2007 @ 2:57 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Last Saturday, I went with Ivan to Pasir Ris again. They planned to go cycling. Mummy stayed behind while others whizzed off on their bikes. She had to as I don't know how to ride two-wheeled. It was really embarrassing, children younger than me already knowing how to ride on two wheels...
While I was learning how to cycle, I almost skidded off the path and went down the slope. If not for the brakes and my mum who pulled the bicycle back [ I don't know how she did it either ], I would have broke some parts of my body and crashed into the red car. Ouch.




Yesterday
Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 10:38 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
There wasn't any lesson yesterday =] Loved mass run...coz for the past few weeks, I've been slacking in my running and it's like I've got no stamina but yesterday I was fine and could run a teensy bit faster - if not for my shoelace. I stopped twice just to get it done. It was really fun =]
Sat next to Tessa Y. coz that's our sitting position now. Don't mind it as she's a nice person. I wonder which classroom we will be returning to once school reopens. It has been for four months that we use 4S1's classroom. The poor girl's leg hasn't yet recovered.
Anyway, during lessons, most listened to Tessa strumming the guitar. I wanna learn the guitar!!!
After school, Pam, Deb, Yimin and I went to Bugis. We were disappointed and somewhat flustered when we found out the GV there don't screen 'Blades Of Glory'. We then went to take neoprints. We were in a dilema after that though coz we can't decide where to go next. Deb, Pam and I wanted to go Tampines Mall but it's too far for Yimin coz she lives in Bukit Timah. Deb was quite nice also coz she lives in Bishan. Then Si Hui suggested Plaze Singapura but it's too far for the rest of us. So in the end, we actually went all the way back to Tiong to watch 'Blades if Glory' -.= quite weird ain't it. Hahas. The movie was funny but sick. Not much to post about now. Ciao.

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La La Ti
Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 9:52 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I actually like today's practice!!
We brushed up on 'Sakura Sakura' and did the whole song in solfege. Mr Tay asked Airika and Teryne to recite the Japanese haikus. Everyone giggled at the 'tanpopo' part...lol. Too bad Airika is Sec4, meaning she's going next year...She's a great SL...
After singing solfege for 2 and a half hours, we moved on to 'Stand by Me'. It's an oldies pop song. I like the Altos parts. It's quite like acapella - cept for the piano. The Altos had to create beats like 'bm chk bm' for the whole intro and most of the song. Mezzos sang mostly 'Ooo' while we sang the melody voice. Hahas, overall it was by far, the most fun session. I'm not too excited about the jumping jacks though. Since we were noisy, we had to do 65 jumping jacks for punishment. =(
Today a hornet's nest was discovered in the classroom. Everyone started screaming, shocking those walking past the classroom - mainly Sec4s. Anyway, when the guy came to remove it, all he used was Baygone...
Vishaki, Suet Yi and Ching Han did mock-fighting in class today. Yimin and I recorded it down...Hahas, it was so funny. Deb let me listen to her MP3 too...She has really great christian songs =] okay, i gtg now! Ciao.

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Ear Piercing
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 @ 6:12 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Annoucement: Yimin pierced her ears this afternoon!!!
When I was eating my lunch in school, she suddenly asked me to go Far East Plaze with her and Rachel. So we went. On our way there, we talk about who we eye-candy...
Anyway, while the lady was about to use the gun to punch the hole, three of us gripped tight. Well, I gripped the tightest...Freaked me out.
After it was done, Rach seemed normal but found it amusing that Yimin and I were in a daze. For me it was coz I was really freaked out by the piercing and since I have a low threshold for pain, I actually winced and cringed when the holes were made. Yimin was in a shock that she actually did it. Hahas. They were like, not as if you are the one who's piercing...why are you so afraid?
Sighs. After that, we sorta roamed about. We then went into the neoprint shop. After that Rach and Yimin went on a flyer's spree. Hahas.
Oh yeah, i forgot to post this list the other day. It was actually meant for last week but Si Hui [ Yippy ] told me it was amusing...So here it goes:
PS: Text in orange and green is from me. Text in pale turquoise is from Si Hui.
List of unlucky stuff
Got really car sick [ that stupid ride ] To wear? Where?
Neck got mildly sprained while sleeping [I wonder how I did that too] You slept in the wrong position.
Computer crashed! Aww
Exam results coming out soon [absolute innocence's a bliss] I agree.
Can't blog about this at all...=((

Crashed into the toilet door! } this line and the line above rhymes! I knew I had some hidden poetic talent in me! the second line should go first.
" Crashed into the toilet door,
Can't blog about this at all!" [what a fantastic poet!]

Happy Stuff
Got a new phone
Managed at last to contact my friend [ I'd thought he was dead ] He was resurrected!!! GHOST!
Got two new books that I'd really wanted from Kino. [ After my powers of persuasionon my mum ] *Ahem*

Conclusion
Still can't decide...
Lemme help you
"I'm bored and sick and my life's damn unlucky!"
Her words, not mine

©2007 Meijun with help from Si Hui.


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CWO
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 @ 5:26 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Ms Ong said CWO is also a chance for us to have class-bonding. If only she knew. I guess she meant bonding with walls, windows and the floor. It was fun actually...if not for that prim and mean counsillor. Yimin shriek when she saw a spider on the part of the wall she was suppose to scrub and that counsillor snapped at her. We were so pissed off by her that we even mimicked her when she went to Echo block and other levels. "Stop fooling around or you will do another hour!" LOL.
We took a long time to finish up the first wall coz we actually expected the wall to be shiningly spotless clean. It took us that long to realise that that is really impossible with the amount of shoeprints and mucky stains on that yellow wall. While scrubbing, Yimin was like cursing CWO and complaining about the wall and the counsillor [the other one who's name was Lydia] said, "I didn't hear anything. Don't worry." Seriously, she's so much nicer than the other mean girl. In fact she didn't say anything.
Anyways, we were there, scrubbing like possessed people and decided to take off our shoes. Turned out our feet were so blacky...We were literally sitting in every position you can think of just to get to the bottom part of the wall. The cousillors found it amusing that we took off our shoes and socks though. Hmm. Well, I will miss CWO. >< Btw some people from wild rice came during assmebly period and talked about poetry. Our school came up with this poem.

Mr Ho because he has sexy socks
He made us do wooden clocks
He tried to be goldilocks
But end up having chicken-pox!

Copyright 2007

Hahas...>< well, this post is really long...

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emotional outpourings
Monday, May 21, 2007 @ 5:10 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Quite happy that there's no choir practice today...=] At least it doesn't give me a chance to screw myself and humiliate myself further with my awful rendition of "Sakura Sakura". "Salve Regina" was bad enough. I just can't sing during practices...argh. )=
Well, stayed back today anyway-for CWO. Ended up Ms Ong decided to postpone the whole thing to tomorrow instead since we were not really prepared. Hmm.
I went to Changi Village last Saturday. It really took a great deal of courage for me to take my uncle's car even though I live only in Tampines. Although it was only a little more than 20min there, I was already having a headache when I got out of the car. )= Almost fainted from that - my poor mum got to tolerate me gripping her arm for balance. Hehe. Btw, we went to the hawker centre. Anyway, my dinner was mostly junk food like fried carrot cake dish which I shared with my relatives and an omelette which I shared with Ivan. The rest bought proper stuff like Nasi Lemak which seems to be famous and the spicy fish dish =] After that I bought two pieces of pancake with sesame fillings - one for mummy and one for me ><
All of us then proceeded to walk around Changi Beach with my uncle snapping away with his new [at least I think it is] camera. The view was really beautiful and made great pictures...unfortunately, my phone's memory card was full and couldn't take any more pictures
=/ I was so frustrated. I then promised myself that I will come back - whether by car or bus, to take more pictures in evening when it was gonna rain. I love the feeling when there's a thunderstorm coming. when it's really windy and the skies are dark. There's this electrified feeling in the air. Okay, I know you guys will be wondering if I'm insane. Oh well. Anyways, I like taking pictures in gloomy and dark settings. My mum always said I'm a sadist. Ah well.
It was hilarious today. Yippy was talking about Fall Out Boy and coz I wasnt really concentrating and was actually dozing off, I heard Fall Out Boy as Fishball Boy. That jerked me awake and I blurted, " What kinda weird band would call themselves Fishball Boy???"
Yippy just stared and when she finally saw the light she started laughing and also finally told me what actually happened. _ _ I know Yippy will be blogging about this also.
ah well, not much to post about. Btw, Mandy came up with a great name for Orlando Bloom : Orlan da bloom. HAHAHA. =]

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My world's crashing
Friday, May 18, 2007 @ 6:15 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
My world's crashing around me. Seriously. I've been really unlucky this week though I haven't let a tear drop from my eyes-I promised myself I will not despair. I failed my Maths. This is the first time I've failed a subject. Never, in my life so far, have I ever failed in any subject. And, I have never gotten as low as 51 [that's for my Chinese]. My mum's really upset with me. And, I screwed up in my CCA. So much for promising. Plus, I crashed into a toilet door and got car sick on the same day last Sunday. Oh great, how perfect. Although I got distinction for Physics, I not all that satisfied with the marks. Really despise myself now. And, my computer crashed, which pisses me off even more. I'm wallowing now. Really. I give up trying to appear happy or alright. Damn, this stinks. Everything isn't working out right anymore. What I'd planned wasn't this and now it has all fallen apart. I hate it when everything's not working out right as I'd thought.
At least I've got people who gave me words of encouragement that helped me so much. I can't thank that person enough ever I guess =] Although it isn't anything fantastic or anything, the words really cheered me up so much. And that really helped me through yesterday when all I wanted was to curl up and cry without anyone around. I was really encouraged and grateful =]
Hahas, this post sounds so dreary. Anyway, my hands are calloused due to the CWO. The wringing of the rag and all. I think C1's the first sec1 class in history to do CWO and attain 6 class demerits. Oh well, at least we are famous for something-or is it infamous? =]
Hmmm, well...actually, I'd a lot to post about but then, I forgot what I'd planned to post now =/
well, today we played Scrabble in the library during Mr M's period. Deb, Si Hui [aka Yippy], Dao Xin, and Cassie plus me were laughing like crazy while we were playing. Hahas, everyone cheated coz we had no patience to play it by the rules. Can't believe that in the first round, I got 5 "T" tiles in one go! And, and, and, After that Yippy got some tiles and could form the word "ASS" but then Deb needed the "S" tile to form the word she wanted. Not thinking about it, I'd just said that Yippy took all the "S" es already. Of course, if you think about it in a perverse way, it's like Yippy took the asses away. We guffawed. Hahas. Then Yippy said something about "S"s but I was laughing too much to be concentrating. Deb also had difficulties as she wanted to form the word "plog" but there's no such word. She refused to believe that and even checked the dictionary. She looked really frustrated when she realised there were "plod", "plot", and "plop". All of us laughed at her expression and the way she spoke when she said, "There is "plod","plot", and "plop" but no "plog"!!!" hahas. I think our group was the noisiest. I love you Deb, for helping me during Scrabbles! =] hahas. Oh yeah, today every single of my 'eclipse' mints was finished with help of Yimin [the great]. She took 5 herself and took the liberty of literally passing it around the class personally to hand it out. Btw, one tin=50 mints. 0.0 Hahas.
Well, this post is getting too long now. Ciao.

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A Normal day
Sunday, May 06, 2007 @ 8:09 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Studied today...And the subject in question is chinese. In which I'm still struggling. Really hope the paper will not be too tough. Or else, I will die a horrible death. I think I have insurance...Yeah, I'm sure I have...oh well.
I like the song "Lithium", it's really great. Although lithium is a drug for bipolars to stabilize their condition, it's quite a nice name for a song ain't it? Hahas. I'm quite sadistic I guess =]
I'm falling ill, I think. My mum thinks it's gastric flu. Going to see doctor tomorrow. Oh well. Just hope I can pull through the exam without any problems. Get well soon, meijun.




Thinking
Friday, May 04, 2007 @ 2:34 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
You know, now thinking about it, I'm actually struck by how much I've changed. Wait, I didn't really change...rather, how my life change. I'd never expected to be in a girls' school. Really.
Yet, here am I, enjoying myself, loving my school so much. Actually, My friend and I planned to go to the same secondary school but since my friend's mum wanted my friend to go to some other school, so yeah. It's because of that particular friend that told me about CGS though. Since my friend's sis' friend was from my school also. =] before last year I haven't even heard of CGS [embarrassed]. Ah well. Anyway, I love my school now!! It rocks! Thanks to my dear friend =]
Today's Lit was not too difficult but still, don't really think I will score well. Mr M says that I must put more emotion into my writing and that I should emphasise on my points. Ah well. Can't blame them if people call me unfeeling then XD
I can't believe my mum told Auntie Shirlene right in front of me that although I am an intense person I do not show my emotions and that I will do well as a doctor since I can control my emotions very well. Wow, high praise from my mum! hahas. I can't be a doctor, really. Although I do not scream at the sight of blood or other things those fragile girls always do when they see it, I try not to see blood. Hate the sight of it. Absolutely. My mum got my career choice all wrong. =P Today Zoey [is that the right spelling?] said that I looked so gloomy...I was just being normal actually. Oh my. Do I really look so gloomy? My mum says I look broody and my best friend says I look sad!!! AH~ I'm just being normal! Don't get so intimidated by me! Hahas, sound like a deranged person now -.=

November

Has lots of extraordinary ideas.
Difficult to fathom.
Thinkforward.
Unique. brilliant.
Sharp thinking.
Fine, strong clairvoyance.
make good doctors. [ I really am not too sure about this ]
Dynamic.
Secretive.
Inquisitive.
Know how to dig secrets.
Always thinking.
Less talkative.
amiable.
Brave.
generous.
Patient.
Stubborn.
hardhearted.
Determined.
Never quit.
Hardly become angry unless provoked.
Love to be alone.
Think differently.
Sharp-minded.
Motivate self.
Dont appreciate praises.
Highspirited.
Well-built, tough.
Deep love, emotions.
Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships.
Homely.
Hardworking.
High abilities.
Trustworthy.
Honest. Keep secrets.
Cant control emotions. [ Not so true after all, LOL ]
Unpredictable.

Take The Quiz Now!
Quiz by Yearbook.com


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My Nick
Thursday, May 03, 2007 @ 5:47 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
This is so as to clear any misunderstandings.
I'm jun [ for those whom I tagged on their tagboards ]. I had actually wanted to use "jun" as my nick since last year but since someone told me that Jun Yang was also called that by the boys and I shouldn't use that name already, I obliged. Anyway, Jun Yang doesn't use "jun", he uses JY if he ever tags. Diaos. Some people call me "mj", especially those from 6/9. Most call me 'jun' though. My family, relatives and ppl from TK calls me jun - pronounced as 俊 though it's 君, all the time. AND I am sick of people teasing me with the Michael Jackson!!! I dislike him [no offence intended]. At least Mary-Jane's better. One person always calls me Mary-Jane just coz they called that character MJ in Spiderman. So, in conclusion, I don't mind being called mj or jun-I don't bother actually. It's just that since I don't have any classmates with names with juns inside so I can finally stop being teased just coz my initials. I love my initials. But if not for it being used for Michael Jackson and Michael Jordan and Mary-Jane, I will still use it. Heck, I'm in a bad mood today. Just call me whatever you want. But I'm still using jun to tag.

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Yet another day
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 @ 5:20 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
This is for Deb: I'm really, really, really sorry that I can't go and we have to postpone the whole thing =( But will go after Exams!!!
Sighs, I'm slogging now...Pushing myself to study already. Actually, I haven't bothered for Maths and Chinese. Only Science. I really do want to score for Physics...Love it very much. If I really can't score I will die!!! Plus, at least I must get A1. Hope so. Though if I can't then must get A2. Anyway, studying for Geog later. Chinese and Geog-the worst combination ever possible!!! Plus Lit is just the next day!!! Good grief...How am I gonna tackle them?! I'm panicking now. Argh!!!!! Gotta go now anyway. Oh shit, I'm so dead!!! i haven't studied enough!!!

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A Post
Saturday, April 28, 2007 @ 9:06 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Hahas, I'm feeling random now. But then again, I'm always random. Someone told me I'm hard to fathom...0.0
I can't figure out the maths worksheet. Was cursing it just now...not that it works. My mum was real nice. She saw me trying to finish the darn worksheet and told me to continue tomorrow, allowing me to use the computer.
This morning, we [mum and I] went to Tampines Mall and Century Square to shop. We bought lotsa stuff, mainly shoes... I bought another pair of heels. Actually, I wanted a pair of flats that I really love but they didn't have my size =( My mum bought two pairs - both sandals. I don't look good in sandals...only in slight heels and court shoes. Surprisingly. It's not an advantage though - it's a torture. I hate wearing heels, they often hurt and though they look so pretty, they are painful. Anyway, since I was wearing slippers, and I wanted to try my new shoes, I wore my heels. Which resulted in blisters. Just great.
Oh well...that pair of heels are really pretty though. And, they are quite high, making me look tall. Wishing to grow taller...guess everyone who reads my wishlist already knows that, hahas. People say those who are tall have big feet. Unfortunately, I have big feet but am not tall. How unfair is that? Or did I forget life's not fair? Argh! My shoe size is 9 or 40 you know!!! That's why finding a pair of shoes that can fit is damn difficult...which is also why I find shopping for shoes depressing. Those shoes that I like, I can't fit. Oh well. Another thing, people whose size are 40 are generally much taller than me! =(
And, and, and, Xin Yi's 0.01cm taller than me!!! How insulting is that?! Hahas, my wife's taller than me by 0.01cm!!! Oh well.
Well, I shan't lament anymore lest you all think I'm mental. Lol. I've been feeling moody these days...hahas. I haven't heard from my friend for one month. Guess he's busy =( Even now, it's difficult to find a topic to talk about. We are drifting apart. Oh well, we told each other not to expect to be in touch, and that we will drift apart anyways. Hahas. I'm sounding emotional. -.=
Back to what I was saying, my mum bought Belgian chocolate today! Dark chocolate! Woohoo!!! I'm bringing white chocolate for Debs on Monday. She's crazy about chocolates. Really.
I shall end here now...this post is getting too long.

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MYE Looms...
Friday, April 27, 2007 @ 3:53 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Today's EL exam wasn't as tough as I had expected. Hope wouldn't get any low marks...Hoping.
Fell asleep after Paper 1. I chose question 2. A family outing. It seemed the easiest. Pam chose question 5. An ideal school. Sounds tough. Anyway, fell asleep after the letter and essay writing. Ms Tan tapped on my desk afterwards to warn me that there's 10min more till the end. At first, I though I was dreaming about the knocks. Till the knocks became more insistent that I jerked up, finally realising that it wasn't my dream. Lol!
During recess, it was really crowded, Sec1s-4s were there. So packed. Pearlyn helped me buy roti prata [well I lent her money] and everyone was searching for their friends that they had lost to the crowd. Saw Jessie [my angel] and Amelia. I almost choked, well, I freaked out, to put it in simple terms, when I found out Pearlyn is my aunt. And I didn't even know that!!! Just yesterday, I found that I actually have GRANDCHILDREN!!! Can you believe ?! Even XinYi doesn'y know! They are Klare and Clare btw. Anyway, it was really messy. Both the canteen and the class tree. Oh yeah, Tessa Ying is my great-grandpa and Suet Yi is my great-grandma! And Tessa Sim is my grandma!!! Can't believe I didn't know...hahas.
After Paper 2, Pam and I went to Tampines Mall's Burger King. Since there were no vacant seats, we just ordered takeaways and sat at the seats in the basement [near the aquarium] to eat. Yum. Hahas!
Oh yeah, CONGRATS TO DANCE!!! For getting Gold with Honours!!! Yay! Hahas =]]

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@ 3:45 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Hahas, Wednesday was so fun!! Eight of us, Yimin, Pam, Verity, Han Ru, Hazel, Harriet, Debs and I went to Tiong Bahru Plaza. This my second time going there=]. My first time stepping into Tiong Bahru was this year. Hahas, before that, I've never been to Redhill, Queenstown or others. I've been to Clemeti though. Anyways, it was really fun. When we were setting off, Verity had to wait for someone. Her maid I think. Anyway, Yimin didn't want to wait and wanted to eat her beloved soya bean ice cream at Mr Bean so she dragged me with her, along with Harriet and Han Ru. While waiting, everyone sat in a row on the steps at the station. I think we looked so weird-one row of crescentians sitting there in one straight row. ^^ Hahas, before buying the present, we went to McDonald's' for lunch. Yimin didn't want to buy their food [she wanted to save money$$] and sneaked her burger from Mos nearby. At McDonald's' there was a "french fries fight". Everyone threw french fries at each other. Hahas. We took neoprints after that. We spent like, a bit more than an hour in the neoprint shop! We split after that. One half stayed behind to decorate the pictures, the other half went to buy the present. The present was a HUGE stuff dog which cost $40. Hahas. Anyway, it was really really fun. Hope can go again after MYE. Jo wants to go to either Bugis or Orchard during June. Any shopaholics wanting to join in? =]

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Me, the sloth
Tuesday, April 24, 2007 @ 5:43 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I'm feeling pretty laid back today.
Was so sleepy in school. Lots of people asked me why I looked so glum today. Did I look glum? Hahas, I guess I was really sleepy. During mass run today I ran with Pam. Was really fun though could have ran slower. Sorry Pam!!! Still can't reach my target yet, arrgh. Although besides the canoeists I am usually one of the fastest to finish mass run I still can't beat her. Ah well, forget it. =]
I had totally forgotten about the Australian Science competition thing that was on today. Anyway, it was really boring, sitting in the hall. When I stood up to go back to class, I could hear my backbone cracking! So painful...first time I sat down for one whole hour bending down. =( Hahas, I sound like a spoilt child. Dislike my hair...was so messy. Funny thing is that when I let it down it doesn't get as messy as when I tie it up.
Btw, choir got silver for syf. Same as two years ago. Sometimes just feel like transferring ccas. Don't fit in in choir...don't even know how I got through the auditions. Kept singing out of tune. Plus in the beginning when all were practising for syf, I had sore throat or phlegm for like, one month? I think so...heck. Now I'm not sure how to sing all the songs. Don't want mid-year to be over!!! Wanna stay in the current classroom and am dreading choir practice. Can't even reach the high notes. Why did Ms Tham put me in Sop1?! I wanna sing Alto...my section is like also close-knitted. they already in one whole clique. Only Sec1s are Kumitra and Juniper other than me. Like Juniper though, she is a really good singer-can sing so high!!! Oh well, this post is insubstantial...

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New Tagboard
Sunday, April 22, 2007 @ 3:55 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
As you can see, I've changed the tagboard. I lost the password to my previous account-or rather, I forgot what the freakin password was so I created another account to change the colour. Sounds quite ridiculous but, oh well. Anyway, I'm coping well with my new hairstyle. Just that it's quite messy. With my natural curls and all. =(
Everyone's studying for mid-year already. Hope that I still can continue to blog. Though it seems quite unlikely.
I'm not gonna waste my precious minutes using this computer to search for something to post about so yeah, cheerios.




My Hair
Friday, April 20, 2007 @ 9:27 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I'd just cut my hair today. The woman suggested to re bond [is that the correct spelling?] anyway, to put it in simple terms, to straighten my hair. Hahas. To make it easier to cut my hair, as my hair is very thick, she iron my hair first. This isn't the first time but she called a young guy to do the other side also so as to save time. My scalp hurts as the guy was so impatient and just yank the clasper-thingy down. Lucky he wasn't the one who layered my hair if not I would have died in pain. Anyway, my hair isn't as short as I want it to be =(
I want it SHORT.
The lady said that as my hair is frizzy, it would be quite difficult to handle if it's too short. Sobs. So now my hair is not really short. It's only slightly below my shoulders. Sobs again. Hahas, at least the lady did quite a good job =]
Was in a good mood today. Liked today's mass run. After those in canoeing [they lead the whole school!], I was so-called first when I went back. At least I beat Jac finally. Poor Pam and Si Hui though. I told them I will run slower today for their benefit. They said my slow is their fast though. I have a goal: to beat a certain Sec4 girl. Don't ask me for her name, I don't even know her!!! But she runs really well. And I like her hair!!! She has extremely short hair. Hahas. I gotta go soon. Bye.

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My Story
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 @ 4:52 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Since Si Hui put up the damn "pass" thing at her blog *glares*, I shall post the story. It's pretty stupid actually but it has quite a nice ending. XD
Remember in the Lit. book there was the Kevin story? Hahas, it's about this poor chap called Kevin and his mum expects a lot out of him. Like for tests and exams, minimum mark allowed is 95% and Must get the top in class. She also restricts his social life as she thinks it will influence his studies. Sad. Anyway, Si Hui and me assumed that his dad, the Dragon lady's husband, is dead. Reason being that they didn't mentioned anything about him. Let's just call the husband HE-so when you see a "he" it's referring to him. <<>Limited Edition : The Reason
He was so stressed up by his wife's expectations and standard of living that he decided to shoot himself one day. He went to the hardware store [this is presuming that they lived in a liberal country] and shot himself in the head. The slug took its time worming into his head though.
When the Dragon Lady opened the door to the living room and was greeted by the gruesome sight, she was furious. Her cream Persian carpet was stained crimson with her husband's blood. Although it wasn't much as the blood had clot fast, it was enough to destroy the exquisite detailed beauty of the carpet.
She, a woman of practicability, proceeded to cut up his corpse. She sold his body parts to the Science research Society and made quite a sum.
The following weekend, even the snobbish ladies invited to her house were immensely impressed by the impeccable persian cream carpet in the living room. The costly carpet was bought from the money gotten from the sale of her husband's body.
by ME
Hahas, I changed some of the parts coz it would be boring if you'd managed to see Si Hui's blog but don't worry. The ending and the essence is the same. This story is fiction though so no offence intended. =]

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My story
Monday, April 16, 2007 @ 6:11 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Hey, everyone! go to Si Hui's blog to see my dear story!!! It's really nice you know!!! Another thing, it's copyrighted okay! Hahas. Si Hui complains that I'm a sadist. So rude! I'm her dad you know! Verity is the most unfaithful person in class! She is my mum but is also dating my brother-in-law. EEKS. Lol.
I feel like crap today. Anyway, I had my Literature test plus Maths test. Mr Samat also wanted us to run 2.4km again. Oh boy. Actually he wanted us to be faster than 14min but seeing how unfit we are, he said minimum 15min. If not, do again and again till we can get 15min. My timing did improve but not much. Sobs...I was so slow and got only 16.22. Sobs, sniffs. I enjoyed the run though. Yay, tomorrow there's mass run. If only for napfa is only the distance of mass run...I will get A then! Mass runs are quite short.
During recess, I almost dropped my bowl of fishball noodle. Jimin asked me to buy for her too so I was carrying two bowls of hot steaming fishball noodles when the sec4 started shouting their "Happy Birthday" song so loudly. Almost dropped the bowls due to shock. Seriously, while I was queueing, they sang once already. I didn't expect them to sing another time and jumped when they started yet again! I was the slowest to eat finish my noodles-as usual. I don't understand how others eat so fast!!! Honestly, I wanna learn the art of eating fast, can someone teach me? Anyways, while I was hurrying to eat my noodles [the auntie too generous, gave me so much!!] , Si Hui and Deb started deliberately giving me a shock or making me laugh. There's another talent I 've yet to acquire, that is laughing while your mouth is full of nice yellow noodles. And, I choked. How predictable. After recovering, Deb gave me a shock and I choked yet again-this time on my nice fishball. I must have looked like a twit who's gobbling up food like a madwoman.
Stayed back just now to do the art ZoCard project with Andro and Si Hui. During visual arts we were like fooling about. The deadline's tomorrow. So we were rushing it at last minute just now. After a while Jac joined us coz she has got nothing better to do. By the way, the puff I bought from cheers for lunch was damn good! prefer the chicken pie though. Hahas.
Ps: rmb to go to Si Hui's blog to read my story!!! It's really nice!

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The Confusion
Saturday, April 14, 2007 @ 6:59 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Yesterday, I just got a 'wife' and a 'girlfriend'. Oops, that sounds so wrong!!!
Hahas, Tessa [Ying] came up with this idea of a class family tree. In it you can be a male or female, or both-like Deborah, my 'girlfriend' and someone else's 'boyfriend'. Xin Yi's my 'wife' and we are already threatening each other with divorce! HAHA. Of course we're not lesbians or anything but it seems fun to construct a class tree. Actually, I didn't have a girlfriend but I learnt from my mum. My 'mum' is Verity btw. She is cheating on poor Jaclyn! Jac, must snatch her back from Andro!! Hehe. After that Tessa asked me if I want to like have a 'girlfriend' and so I chose Deborah. Right after she 'broke-up' with Cassie who was her 'ex-boyfriend'. LOL. Si hui, Anna, and Evangeline are my darling daughters. Suet Yi and Tess are my grandparents. Haha.
Oh yeah, who went to the CrezAwards yesterday? Due to Xin Yi's late arrival [she's always late] , we had to sit at the back coz it was a first come first serve basis. Our Si Hui actually wanted to save seats for us but couldnt but she was in the same row as me. Anyway, while Xin Yi and I were argueing over who will get the 'custody' of the 'children' if there was a 'divorce', this really tall guy sat right in front of her.
I laughed at Xin Yi's expression. It was really funny but not after this guy - I will call him Tall, leaned to his left [it was an empty seat in front of me] and blocked my vision too. Then the vocal solo category came on and Tall was swaying with the music. That was about the time when Xin yi and I started quarelling about which side he should lean to. Coz if he leans to the left, I cant see a single thing on stage but for Xin Yi it's vice versa. Then after that there was this empty seat on the other side and this girl asked him if he wants to sit there. I guess Xin Yi and me were like too enthu for him to move. We chanted under our breaths, "Move, Move,Move..."
I think he heard us...he turned around and we just shut up and look innocent. Alas...He turned and told the girl he will stay there if it's okay. -.-
For the whole thing I was staring at his back-I can describe his shirt if you want. Sighs, but overall, it was good. Esp when they sang the school song. All of the seniors stood up and sang along. ^^

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Glory
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 @ 8:13 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Congratulations to CGSSB!!! For getting Gold for SYF!!! Good job guys! Everyone's like really happy that the Band got Gold once again =]
Hope that Dance and choir can get gold too...with honors. Ate a bar of chocolate just now. Love dark chocolate! Tmr will need to run with choir again. Yay. I don't like doing vocals though. I really don't fit in in choir i guess. Hahas. Anyways, really gtg. Sorry that this post is so short but all I 'd only wanted to congratulate the band only hahas.




Spamming-obsession
Monday, April 09, 2007 @ 5:39 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Lim Yimin, beware coz I'm gonna spam your tagboard too!!! Hahas, poor Si Hui, also her target =]
At least when i spam I don't put such demoralizing words. Btw, yimin, u suck too-hahas, jkjk. Anw, during PE we ran 2.4km. Surprised I'm still alive? I'm surprised too. Had muscle cramp while running...My left calf muscles tensed up suddenly and it was so painful! I fell down aft that, don't think anyone noticed though. I had to gripped the canal's side railings [however you call it] and support myself to ease the [excruciating] pain. Gosh, the way I put it makes it sound so serious! But it really hurts, even after that, though it eased enough for me to walk. Best part was that even though I had the muscle cramp, i still continued running. At a snail's pace of course. Hehe, I'm so noble...just like my name^^ jkjk. Noble beauty =]
Yay, there's mass run tmr! Looking forward to the next PE lesson also. Btw, my timing sucks, really. It's 16.57. Can you believe it? It's so slow!!! Sobs...
Anyway, Mr Samat thinks that our timing not good enough, so next week still need to run 2.4km. Must aim for an A - though it's quite impossible for me. Sighs.
Looking forward to tomorrow's mass run...=] Mass run rocks!!!




LALALA
Sunday, April 08, 2007 @ 11:39 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light


I was faced with an earthquake this morning that turned out to be my dear mum. Was having sweet dreams and the next thing I know, reality came unwelcomed. Gah~ Just rushed through my assessments today in order to have some free time.

On Wednesday, I forgot to blog bout this [look below]
Hahas, Si Hui, Jimin and me did this on Wednesday while Mr Tony was giving us the talk on Growing to be Successful teenagers. There is another page =] It consist of us writing our house names repeatedly over each other [trying to outbeat one another] to fill the two entire pages. Total time taken: one hour [i think] hahas...Jimin had a hard time writing Pankhurst as it was the longest name. Si Hui! You had it easy lah! Write Fry so many times!! I wrote Keller ^^ Look carefully and you can actually see "Pankhurst" - Jimin worte real big I guess, hehe. Anyway, Mr Samat already taught us how to be successful in life...TUCK IN YOUR SHIRT!!! Hahas...I do tuck in my blouse, so does that count? =]
Maybe, we should do another "siao thing" as Si hui calls it [the thing up there...] but write much BIGGER. coz cant see anything...





Good Friday
Friday, April 06, 2007 @ 4:26 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Just changed the blogskin again...
Since there's no school today, I took the opportunity to finish up my homework in the morning [ I'm so 乖] hahas. Haven't studied for Chinese though. Shit. Gonna fail for my test...
Still struggling with algebra...sometimes I understand it and get everything right but at times, I just mess it up. Can foresee that I'm gonna fail Math...Mr Goh was so helpful in being demoralizing-telling us that mid year would be much much more tougher than what we are doing now. Anyways, gonna have my 2.4km soon. not even sure if I can pass...can I even survive it? hahas.
Went for my make-up run yesterday. Wouldn't it be fantastic to have mass run everyday? I would love it! Hahas, ppl are gonna kill me for saying this ^^ Maybe gonna cut my hair soon...but I've been pushing it back...maybe in June. Si Hui threatened to kill me if she sees me in short cropped hair. Hehes, doesn't she know that makes me even more determined to cut it? I'm still contemplating anyways... some of the girls have really short hair yet look so cool. Don't think that will suit me though, haiz.
Found Amelia's blog yesterday-Was quite easy. Ain't I resourceful? =))
Haven't been to ppl's blogs for a long time-been busy... will begin tagging everyone's tagboard soon, hahas!




Learning Festival
Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 7:57 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I needed to go back to school for the learning festival today. It was damn fun!!! XD
I didn't go for the mass dance though-coz i forgot to bring my house tee to change into [regretted it] sighs. Anyways, Amelia, the dance was nice! The band was nice too ^^
After that, i tagged along with Pearlyn and others. Since we didn't sign up for anything, we sorta drifted around. Then there was the Reel Art thingy. Our group wasn't really well done at all. Anyways, after doing the skit thing, I went for the hair spray. It started when I saw Andro with her red streaks plus gold. Then the next thing I know, I just sprayed [i mean they help me spray my hair] blue streaks with white. I love blue!!!
Haha, maybe that's why I love Keller so much. In shps, I'd always wanted to be in Chia, so now that I'm in a blue house FINALLY, it's great. I sound like a lunatic now...=.=
Ah well. Yimin got the most creative [or something like that] hat for sec ones [think]. Lols, her hat is made up of six or so paper hats all piled up high. The last and highest hat says: Yimin The Great. No wonder she got the prize =)
I did some screaming today also...hahas. I know this post sounds gibberish but I don't really have much time so cheerios !

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The effect of slipping
Saturday, March 24, 2007 @ 9:58 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
There IS softball in my school. In fact, quite a few of my classmates joined that CCA [ i think]

I think I sprained my toe if that's possible. That's coz it feels like I just twisted my poor left toe... The cuts are still as red. Went with my mum to her office today-I wanted to follow her. My mum's so good!! She rented comics for me this afternoon!! 16 in one series, " 磨法老师". It's not as good as Genbu Kaiden though.


We stayed in the boring office from early afternoon till seven in the evening. And coz I kept gushing about this bear I saw the other day[the one I mentioned that cost $5.90] she actually bought it for me!! PLUS the female bear!!! So I've got a pair of really cute bears!!!!!!! I'm in love with them...ah, the cuteness... haha, I'm getting too excited. =.=

hahas, the other picture that's nicer but heck ah well...how lazy of me ^^





Unlucky Day
Friday, March 23, 2007 @ 10:12 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I had cramps during mass run today, affecting the way I run. I crashed into a door while reading a book. I knocked my poor head against the low stairway part in the library[at the tv] while standing up. I had really painful leg cramps while swimming jusy now. After getting out of the pool, I slipped on the slippery tiles, did a half split, twisted my left foot, there are two slits on my left toe and it hurts horribly. the "split" was damn horrifying! Painful...
I'm so unlucky today...gtg now, sry that this post is quite short!




Vivo window shopping
Monday, March 19, 2007 @ 8:49 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Lol, last Friday I went to Vivo with Cassie, Dao Xin and Si Hui. We met up for the Visual Arts project which is doing an advertisement featuring on certain aspects of Singapore that can help promote tourism. We chose the theme "Shopping Paradise" @ Vivo. Hahas. The shop assistants all didn't allow us to take any pictures inside the shop or on the items so we took photographs OUTSIDE the shop, fair enough. Anyways, it was quite fun. We went to the Banquet for lunch and I ate yong tau fu >> Hahas...Cassie took a picture of it and gave it to me.
It looks disgusting coz I'd already eaten have of it, lol.
Well, there's nothing much to post about again... The other day when I was window shopping alone, I saw this bear!!! It was damn cute [sry if it's too vulgar for you]!! I know that doesn't sound like me but that's my weakness-teddy bears!!! I've got twenty-two pooh bears plus more than thirty of others!!! AWWW, they are so cute. ^^ That bear that I saw the other day while walking around alone at Bugis costs $5.90, it's from A,B 'n' C shop btw. I love that shop! Every time I go Bugis, I will stop by the stuff toys section at Seiyu, then onto Kinokuniya, then A,B'n'C. So sorry, don't think you all will be interested in my 'shopping' style....-.-

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nothing much
Thursday, March 15, 2007 @ 7:27 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I will have to go for choir later.
The last practice I couldn't sing at all...well, I will have to later. Nothing much to post about actually. Just that I changed the blogskin yesterday though I may change it back some time later.
Who has read the manga Genbu Kaiden? It's really nice, hope they will turn it into an anime in the future, lol. I've done majority of my homework already. There's the chinese newspaper cutting, chinese composition and the english toolkit book exercise though. Plus I still haven't revised for my D & T common test or CME quiz...-.-




In A Pensive Mood
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 10:19 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I know I'd just posted something yesterday...but just felt like blogging.
My chinese teacher told us at the beginning of this year that we must stand in front of the class. We can talk about anything we like but it must be in chinese. Lots of people are gonna talk about their families. Still don't know what should I talk about. Sighs...this is a dilema. Anyways, not going to bore you all about this.
Yesterday my mum bought me two cds-a collection of piano pieces. It was what I'd wanted! It's so nice. I know it may seem weird that I like this kind of music when I listen to rock usually but still...That depends on my mood. Listened to it till night yesterday.
Everything depends on my moods I guess. When I was a child, I had such extreme mood-swings that I was a nightmare. My mood affects everything I do or say. That is dangerous I guess. Lols, would not continue lest people think that I'm a bipolar!
Sighs...Need to go to school later.....I want to stay at home to listen to my music...
Too bad can't find the same pieces I have that can put on my blog. Though I don't know if you all like piano pieces...


You Are Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence

You are best known for: your power

Your dominant state: performing
What Type of Weather Are You?




Engrossed
Monday, March 12, 2007 @ 11:25 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I've just read finish the fifth volume of Genbu-Kaiden.
It's romance but it's also quite funny and the story's about travelling in another world inside a book [or legend] finding seven warriors. Takiko aka the Priestess, has to find the other seven warriors : Uruki[he's my fav] , Tomite, Hatsui, Naname, Hikitsu, Inami and Urumiya. Think there are more than seven actually...
Takiko and Uruki[or Rimudo] are so cute! Well, more of funny actually, lols. Anyway, I just rented the first five volumes yesterday. Yuu Watase's drawings are as good as ever. Like how she drew Shigi...=] but I think Uruki and Tomite[Chamuka] are nicer looking still-hehe. Takiko is also very pretty! What attracted me to this manga was the cover illustrations. Uruki and Takiko make a good match! =]




The road to Recovery
Wednesday, March 07, 2007 @ 7:49 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Hehs, what a nice name to describe such a boring process that is always painfully slow...
I miss mass runs!!! I have a MC for the whole week though...sighs. Cant even go for PE...gah, it's gonna kill me. Didn't go for choir on monday coz I was really really sick to the extent that I couldn't sing all the high notes...so I decided not to go in the end. Need to go tomorrow though-and give my MC to Airika. She's a nice SL...
I'm getting busier and will blog less often-but I will still msn as often! Next week will be hectic. Still haven't decided if should go to Jia yi's party or not. I have some incompleted work and I still need to do my assessments AND I wanna run during the weekends so that I can feel at ease[not running is really frustrating at times].
I recieved a reply frm one of my angels - finally. Got my name tag today - finally. Have a post today - finally. Hahas. gtg bb




The beginnings of Flu
Friday, March 02, 2007 @ 6:04 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I'm down with flu...sighs
Tomorrow there will be choir exchange programme and we have to go to RVH. I don't feel like going.. The weather's so cold.
There's finally mass run today! So happy! It's like so fun running, in fact, I don't mind running everyday =] Jolene and mandy called me mad when I told them that. I ran with Yimin, as usual. Thats coz her speed and pace is almost the same as mine though sometimes she will give up halfway and stop. Lol, that reminds me of Mr samat's pe lesson. We needed to run two rounds around the canal and it was really enjoyable. Jo and mandy were the last few though. Thank goodness I was the front few. I like running! well, although my stamina is only average...hehe that means I like to sprint for short distances only...if you want me to run long distances, I will jog slowly. I almost fell asleep during comm. arts today. the lesson was more than 1h and it was quite dreary...zz
I think I put on weight again, hahas, I was never slim in the first place...though I'm average weight...-.-
Not sure if my angels gotten their letter from me or not...




hate numbers
Sunday, February 25, 2007 @ 8:28 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I'm sick of numbers! Did maths for almost the whole day and chinese, plus science. Since last December, my momentum has slowed. Need to practise more.
I love Hana Kimi!! I like Wu Zun...Well, I suppose Jiro is also quite nice-looking..
Plus Ella's acting skills are so cute, which makes the whole show damn funny! I still like Wu Zun the most though. Sighs! tomorrow there's maths common test and the following day would be science. Sounds dreary doesn't it? It definitely is. My cousin told me today when we were chatting on msn that failing your common tests is alright, since they are so common. Well, he's that "happy-go-lucky".
You know, come to think of it, it has been so long since I've last painted...maybe I will do that next week- IF I have the time.
Think I'm mad...




CNY
Saturday, February 17, 2007 @ 7:35 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Gah...i will need to go visiting tomorrow...help!
I dislike it...it's boring. Not that well-meaning relatives are asking so many questions about your life and bearing with the smoke. Most of my relatives are heavy-smokers, meaning I will have to suffocate there with a plastic smile fixed on my face. It takes a whole lot of self-control to do that you know. You'll have to look interested in celebrating this festive season and smile at everyone and shake their hands. I mean, it's not as if I dislike them or what. No offence here though! i mean, yes, I like my relatives. Then why does it seem like a chore to visit them? I don't know too. It's just that, it is really difficult to converse with them. Really. I much rather sit through a D&T lesson plus have another cross-country than to visit. My cousins and me are different. It's the same with my relatives. They speak mostly hokkien which I don't even understand save for some swear words which I rather not use. If not, they will speak Chinese. I know that's my mother tongue. Let me tell you though: Chinese is not my forte. which means if they speak to me in those two, I will have difficulties understanding and I will stare at them, thinking: what the hell are you talking about?!
Anyone gets the picture so far? It's rare for my aunties and uncles to speak to me in English, the universal language. My mum do sympathises with me. She at least knows what monotonous mental turmoil I have to go through every year.
So yes, I do like my relatives, I mean, without them, there wouldn't be my mum, and without her, I wouldn't be here at all. It's just that, we have our differences. BUT, I'm trying to learn hokkien now. So, I'm making an effort...keeping my fingers crossed...hokkien is quite confusing though. I always pronounce the words wrongly, coz it sounds so much like teochew. I don't know how to speak teochew but Cynthia, a friend, who is teochew, ever taught me a few words. Both sounds alike anyway. teochew and hokkien I mean.
lols, so sorry to those who have to bear my lamentings about my relatives and me. Not that you all will be interested in how awful my hokkien is...-.-



You Are An INFP
The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

What's" Your Personality Type?
Your Vocabulary Score: B
You have a zealous love for the English language, and many find your vocabulary edifying.
Don't fret that you didn't get every word right, your vocabulary can be easily ameliorated!
Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence
You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.
An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.
You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.
A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.

You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.
Wow, Since when am I linguistically diverse? this is so flattering, no matter how untrue.
Slow and Steady
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.




Locked Out
Sunday, February 11, 2007 @ 11:48 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Yesterday, my mum and I locked ourselves out of our own house AGAIN. Even the locksmith can remember us coz this is like, the third time. He always give us a lecture, saying that we must be more careful and remember our keys. Not wanting to waste another $50 and getting another lecture, my mum asked me to make a sign saying "house keys'" and pasted it on the door. That way, at least we will be reminded. if we can't see the sign, then we must get our eyes checked.
Sighs, I'm missing my classmates from 6/9. Unfortunately, I can't see all of them next week. Coz most are going on Thursday. Sometimes, it's like a part of me gone. lols, I'm really gonna miss everyone...Even if we ever meet up someday, it will not be the same. It's quite weird being a junior after being a senior last year.. I even miss the boys - but not ren jie of course.
I'm a sentimental person I guess. Too emotional.




Waiting
Saturday, February 10, 2007 @ 7:55 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I can't wait for cross-country! Coz that will mean no lessons, and i can get dismissed earlier. Yesterday's swimming lesson was quite fun, lols. We went to the pool earlier and splashed at the baby pool. Maybe next time we will buy noodles from cheers when there's swimming =]
Anyways, next Monday will be my first proper choir practice. Last Thursday we auditioned for the voice parts. It was quite fun. Elizabeth and Pearlyn were quite wacky and everyone fooled around while waiting outside the studio. Once they see people come out, they will ask what part they got. Most of 1C1 students got alto 2. I'm the only one in soprano 1 from my class. While waiting for the audition to finish, everyone[well, most of us] tried to hack into the school system. that's impossible though, coz the system can be accessed by handprints only. Others that were not fooling around or playing with the system thingy, just sat on the steps leading up.
Gosh, there's chinese common test on monday...Don't think I'm gonna pass.....




Nostalgia
Monday, February 05, 2007 @ 5:41 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Sighs, suddenly, i miss shps.
I dunno if I can go back on the 15th or the 16th or not...coz I may have cca on 15th and swimming lesson [damn swimming ] on the 16th. Gah, I really really hope that I don't have to go for either one...then I don't need to stay back till so late!!! I miss being in 6/9...
In primary school, there wasn't half as much tests as there is now...
anyways, I gtg...




Postponed
Thursday, February 01, 2007 @ 4:51 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
They postponed the trial cross-country @ Bedok Reservoir today...
Sighs...I was actually quite looking forward to it...no matter how daunting 5km sounds. I am quite doubtful if I can even survive that long distance but still, it sounds fun.
I think I'm gonna fail my science test...Gah...
There's still Geography to tackle and Maths next Monday..T,T




Mass run
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 @ 5:58 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I like mass runs!! Okay, I know I said something else in the beginning but i really love it now. I was the first keller to finish the run in my class [what an honour, lol] and the fourth. Nice. Gah, I've got so much maths homework!! Anyways, we are gonna have a lecture tomorrow coz we made our maths teacher angry and so, we will have to sit or stand through their lecture I guess. Sighs...
I like mass runs!!!!!!!!!!!! Can we have them everyday? jkjk




i love my school
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 @ 4:16 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Went for Choir audition yesterday. We had to wait outside and go in one by one.
All the people who went in and came out said that the teacher will test you on the low notes and the high notes. Guess it was different for Elizabeth and me...the teacher only tested us on singing high notes. Which were Real HIGH. I've nvr sang so high before...it was really amazing that my voice didn't even crack. anyway, before i sang, there was the interview. Luckily, the teacher seemed satisfied about my answers. When i went in, i had to stay a distance from the piano [ maybe 1.5m? ] from the piano. She said she wanted us to be able to porject our voice n stuff.
Anyways, I finally got time to blog after quite a long while...Have been too busy.
hope to get into choir...............
Had mass run today. How i wish there's mass run everyday!! It's nice after you get used to it. I dislike PE more than mass runs though, coz mr samat will ask us to do push ups boys' style n other stuff. Thank God i have PE only once a week. Yesterday, he asked us to run one round the canal. That was okay, in fact, it was pretty easy.
AFTER that, he asked us to run two more rounds the other side of the canal which was longer. we were like, WHAT?!
then we asked him, we juz ran one round, do we nd to run TWO more BIG rounds? HE was like so angry and said," The round that you girls ran is just a WARM-UP,"
heck, it was really exhausting...even the first person's timing was 13min. mine was 15min... =.=

still, I love this school!!! Love CGS!




year 2007
Monday, January 01, 2007 @ 4:06 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Happy new year.
Yesterday there were bombings in Bangkok and Iraq. This like, the first time Bangkok is bombed. Two were found at different police posts, one in a trash can at a market, another at the victory monument, one in a shopping district, plus some other places. what a welcome to 2007... =.=
Two more days. Sigh. I will miss everyone-well, maybe not all...lol. anyway, too lazy to post much. Think someone got freaked out by me this morning, haha...




numbness
Tuesday, December 26, 2006 @ 4:54 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
My mum always say that I'm unfeeling and am not a human coz i don't show any emotions..lol. Whereas my mum's friend, a very shrewd and perceptive woman, said that I do have emotions [ thanks for my rescue ] though I hide all of it. How cold do I seem? lol, I'm a very emotional person though I must admit what everyone sees on my face may not be what I'm feeling. How's that for sentimental and emotional? It is true that I don't feel anything at times, except numbness. I've learnt to hide behind false emotions so as to protect myself from others, which may seem very weird, right? I've been hurt so many times that I realised that it would be difficult for me to really fit in anywhere, more like i would be treated like an outcast. Reading what i've just typed, all of them sound like those psychological gibberish. whatever it is. It has been raining the whole day...
What that is true for now may not always be.




Yesterday
Saturday, December 23, 2006 @ 11:23 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Went to my new school yesterday. Crescent girls' was quite nice. It was a 15 min walk from the mrt station to the school and 45 min commute from Tampines to Redhill. Altogether, my mum spent $372.40 on my books and some school supplies excluding my uniform. Now there's a problem: how do i tie the tie. -.- honestly, I don't know how to tie the tie and my mum doesn't too. diaos...
the uniform was a pale yellow blouse and a dull blue skirt. I had to walk up quite a steep slope to the entrance. Everywhere there are slopes... There will be mass run every Tuesdays and Thursdays-at least that's what my co-form teacher said. I have two from teachers by the way, one male, one female. Only two classes had one form teacher only. There are eight classes : 1C1. 1C2, 1C3, 1G1, 1G2,1G3 , 1S1 and 1S2. Notice they are named in the initials of the school name and school values. Courtesy, Generosity, and Sincerity.
I'm in 1C1, same class as Jolene. 1S1 and 1S2 are the ones taking higher mother tongue and that's how we are seperated. I didnt see any Malays or Indians in my class so I think G section are those that take up tamil or malayu. Not sure though. Now, the only problem is the tie!




Drifting
Monday, December 18, 2006 @ 3:55 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
It's the common question now, "which school do you want to get into?"
I know they mean well, but, I really don't know how to answer anymore. Sometimes, I hope to get into the same school as my friends and into a school that's nearby. Sometimes I hope to get into the school I like and has a good reputation but is 1 hour 15 min from my house. It fills me with confusion. My mum thinks that everyone will have a goal in their lives. Guess mine hasn't appeared. Once, I was ambitious, knowing what I want, what I'm waiting for. It's surprising how everything can stop, and disappear within reach. It seems that all your dreams can just fade away, all so fragile.
The world strives to be perfect but that's impossible. Trying so hard to be perfect is already an imperfection in itself.




at the airport now
Saturday, December 09, 2006 @ 1:52 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
yeah, im at changi airport now, trying to kill time before my flight. going to bangkok, so wouldn't be using the comp till next tuesday. will arrive there in the early evening i guess, oh well, i only got 15 min to use and there's only 11 min more...
my mum's airsick though...she's a bit scared of airplanes...lol
trying to kill time




typical day
Tuesday, December 05, 2006 @ 1:38 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I watched episodes one all the way to episode twelve of Tsubasa just now on youtube. I have some of their avatars - used one already. The song "Blaze" is also nice. Sadly, all the Tsubasa blogskins are quite awful and not really nice...so not changing to a Tsubasa blogskin yet. It's quite sad you know, Sakura has no recollection of Syaoran coz he gave their relationship as a price to the Dimensional Witch, Yuuko, who told him in return that he has to travel to alternate realities, in other words, he has to travel to other worlds to collect fragments of Sakura's memory, which are in the form of feathers which are her heart. Unfortunately, Sakura will have no recollection of Syaoran even after getting her memory back. It's a romance fantasy actually. Because their relationship is what is most dearest to Syaoran, he has to sacrifice it to Yuuko so that Sakura has a chance of living. Fye had to give his tattoo on his back as his price and Kurogane, his sword, White Dragon. Yuuko handed them Mokona Modoki and another creature to guide them to different worlds and to help them. hmmm, gonna get my lunch now...

Yuuko, "There's no such thing as coincidence in life, but I believe only in the inevitable."





i absolutely hate them
@ 9:11 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I hate cockroaches!!! today, when i woke up and walked into the kitchen, i saw a stupid cockroach. and...i SCREAMED like mad. How would you feel if you're still bleary-eyed and suddenly see your sworn enemy on the floor crawling towards you?! think the whole block of flats heard my ear-piercing scream. it broke my loudest personal record. the last time i screamed so loud was when i saw a lizard in the bathroom while washing my hair.
*shudders*




New Obsession
Sunday, December 03, 2006 @ 9:47 pm leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
Watched Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle this afternoon. Syaoran, Sakura, Fye and Kurogane with Mokona left for another world to look for another fragment of Sakura's lost memories - another of her feather, those that she had lost. It was quite pitiful...she woke up but forgot who Syaoran was. My favourite character has to be Fye though. I like the way they drew him. Mokona is so cute! That fluffy ball of white! Why doesn't anyone watch Tsubasa? It's a Japanese anime. Wait, I like all Japanese anime anyway and this is no exception. Hmmm, think you all will be hearing Jap songs soon...coz i juz found some tsubasa songs, lol. I've already changed my song from English to Korean so maybe, just maybe, there will be Japanese...
I just can't stop gushing about tsubasa - well, I don't have any other things to type about anyway. It was surprising that Sakura's feather was hidden in one of the boys' [ uh, forgot his name... ] kudan. i like Syaoran's fire Kudan. I guess no one knows what on earth am i talking about. The show's on channel U and is at 4.30pm every Sunday. Hey, this jap song sound nice...listening to some tsubasa chronicle songs now.
Anime is a fantasy world where all rules are changeable in the artist's drawing





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