I know I'd just posted something yesterday...but just felt like blogging.
My chinese teacher told us at the beginning of this year that we must stand in front of the class. We can talk about anything we like but it must be in chinese. Lots of people are gonna talk about their families. Still don't know what should I talk about. Sighs...this is a dilema. Anyways, not going to bore you all about this.
Yesterday my mum bought me two cds-a collection of piano pieces. It was what I'd wanted! It's so nice. I know it may seem weird that I like this kind of music when I listen to rock usually but still...That depends on my mood. Listened to it till night yesterday.
Everything depends on my moods I guess. When I was a child, I had such extreme mood-swings that I was a nightmare. My mood affects everything I do or say. That is dangerous I guess. Lols, would not continue lest people think that I'm a bipolar!
Sighs...Need to go to school later.....I want to stay at home to listen to my music...
Too bad can't find the same pieces I have that can put on my blog. Though I don't know if you all like piano pieces...

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing

I've just read finish the fifth volume of Genbu-Kaiden.
It's romance but it's also quite funny and the story's about travelling in another world inside a book [or legend] finding seven warriors. Takiko aka the Priestess, has to find the other seven warriors : Uruki[he's my fav] , Tomite, Hatsui, Naname, Hikitsu, Inami and Urumiya. Think there are more than seven actually...
Takiko and Uruki[or Rimudo] are so cute! Well, more of funny actually, lols. Anyway, I just rented the first five volumes yesterday. Yuu Watase's drawings are as good as ever. Like how she drew Shigi...=] but I think Uruki and Tomite[Chamuka] are nicer looking still-hehe. Takiko is also very pretty! What attracted me to this manga was the cover illustrations. Uruki and Takiko make a good match! =]

Hehs, what a nice name to describe such a boring process that is always painfully slow...
I miss mass runs!!! I have a MC for the whole week though...sighs. Cant even go for PE...gah, it's gonna kill me. Didn't go for choir on monday coz I was really really sick to the extent that I couldn't sing all the high notes...so I decided not to go in the end. Need to go tomorrow though-and give my MC to Airika. She's a nice SL...
I'm getting busier and will blog less often-but I will still msn as often! Next week will be hectic. Still haven't decided if should go to Jia yi's party or not. I have some incompleted work and I still need to do my assessments AND I wanna run during the weekends so that I can feel at ease[not running is really frustrating at times].
I recieved a reply frm one of my angels - finally. Got my name tag today - finally. Have a post today - finally. Hahas. gtg bb

I'm sick of numbers! Did maths for almost the whole day and chinese, plus science. Since last December, my momentum has slowed. Need to practise more.
I love Hana Kimi!! I like Wu Zun...Well, I suppose Jiro is also quite nice-looking..
Plus Ella's acting skills are so cute, which makes the whole show damn funny! I still like Wu Zun the most though. Sighs! tomorrow there's maths common test and the following day would be science. Sounds dreary doesn't it? It definitely is. My cousin told me today when we were chatting on msn that failing your common tests is alright, since they are so common. Well, he's that "happy-go-lucky".
You know, come to think of it, it has been so long since I've last painted...maybe I will do that next week- IF I have the time.
Think I'm mad...

Gah...i will need to go visiting tomorrow...help!
I dislike it...it's boring. Not that well-meaning relatives are asking so many questions about your life and bearing with the smoke. Most of my relatives are heavy-smokers, meaning I will have to suffocate there with a plastic smile fixed on my face. It takes a whole lot of self-control to do that you know. You'll have to look interested in celebrating this festive season and smile at everyone and shake their hands. I mean, it's not as if I dislike them or what. No offence here though! i mean, yes, I like my relatives. Then why does it seem like a chore to visit them? I don't know too. It's just that, it is really difficult to converse with them. Really. I much rather sit through a D&T lesson plus have another cross-country than to visit. My cousins and me are different. It's the same with my relatives. They speak mostly hokkien which I don't even understand save for some swear words which I rather not use. If not, they will speak Chinese. I know that's my mother tongue. Let me tell you though: Chinese is not my forte. which means if they speak to me in those two, I will have difficulties understanding and I will stare at them, thinking: what the hell are you talking about?!
Anyone gets the picture so far? It's rare for my aunties and uncles to speak to me in English, the universal language. My mum do sympathises with me. She at least knows what monotonous mental turmoil I have to go through every year.
So yes, I do like my relatives, I mean, without them, there wouldn't be my mum, and without her, I wouldn't be here at all. It's just that, we have our differences. BUT, I'm trying to learn hokkien now. So, I'm making an effort...keeping my fingers crossed...hokkien is quite confusing though. I always pronounce the words wrongly, coz it sounds so much like teochew. I don't know how to speak teochew but Cynthia, a friend, who is teochew, ever taught me a few words. Both sounds alike anyway. teochew and hokkien I mean.
lols, so sorry to those who have to bear my lamentings about my relatives and me. Not that you all will be interested in how awful my hokkien is...-.-

You Are An INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Yesterday, my mum and I locked ourselves out of our own house AGAIN. Even the locksmith can remember us coz this is like, the third time. He always give us a lecture, saying that we must be more careful and remember our keys. Not wanting to waste another $50 and getting another lecture, my mum asked me to make a sign saying "house keys'" and pasted it on the door. That way, at least we will be reminded. if we can't see the sign, then we must get our eyes checked.
Sighs, I'm missing my classmates from 6/9. Unfortunately, I can't see all of them next week. Coz most are going on Thursday. Sometimes, it's like a part of me gone. lols, I'm really gonna miss everyone...Even if we ever meet up someday, it will not be the same. It's quite weird being a junior after being a senior last year.. I even miss the boys - but not ren jie of course.
I'm a sentimental person I guess. Too emotional.

I can't wait for cross-country! Coz that will mean no lessons, and i can get dismissed earlier. Yesterday's swimming lesson was quite fun, lols. We went to the pool earlier and splashed at the baby pool. Maybe next time we will buy noodles from cheers when there's swimming =]
Anyways, next Monday will be my first proper choir practice. Last Thursday we auditioned for the voice parts. It was quite fun. Elizabeth and Pearlyn were quite wacky and everyone fooled around while waiting outside the studio. Once they see people come out, they will ask what part they got. Most of 1C1 students got alto 2. I'm the only one in soprano 1 from my class. While waiting for the audition to finish, everyone[well, most of us] tried to hack into the school system. that's impossible though, coz the system can be accessed by handprints only. Others that were not fooling around or playing with the system thingy, just sat on the steps leading up.
Gosh, there's chinese common test on monday...Don't think I'm gonna pass.....

Sighs, suddenly, i miss shps.
I dunno if I can go back on the 15th or the 16th or not...coz I may have cca on 15th and swimming lesson [damn swimming ] on the 16th. Gah, I really really hope that I don't have to go for either one...then I don't need to stay back till so late!!! I miss being in 6/9...
In primary school, there wasn't half as much tests as there is now...
anyways, I gtg...

They postponed the trial cross-country @ Bedok Reservoir today...
Sighs...I was actually quite looking forward to it...no matter how daunting 5km sounds. I am quite doubtful if I can even survive that long distance but still, it sounds fun.
I think I'm gonna fail my science test...Gah...
There's still Geography to tackle and Maths next Monday..T,T

I like mass runs!! Okay, I know I said something else in the beginning but i really love it now. I was the first keller to finish the run in my class [what an honour, lol] and the fourth. Nice. Gah, I've got so much maths homework!! Anyways, we are gonna have a lecture tomorrow coz we made our maths teacher angry and so, we will have to sit or stand through their lecture I guess. Sighs...
I like mass runs!!!!!!!!!!!! Can we have them everyday? jkjk

Went for Choir audition yesterday. We had to wait outside and go in one by one.
All the people who went in and came out said that the teacher will test you on the low notes and the high notes. Guess it was different for Elizabeth and me...the teacher only tested us on singing high notes. Which were Real HIGH. I've nvr sang so high before...it was really amazing that my voice didn't even crack. anyway, before i sang, there was the interview. Luckily, the teacher seemed satisfied about my answers. When i went in, i had to stay a distance from the piano [ maybe 1.5m? ] from the piano. She said she wanted us to be able to porject our voice n stuff.
Anyways, I finally got time to blog after quite a long while...Have been too busy.
hope to get into choir...............
Had mass run today. How i wish there's mass run everyday!! It's nice after you get used to it. I dislike PE more than mass runs though, coz mr samat will ask us to do push ups boys' style n other stuff. Thank God i have PE only once a week. Yesterday, he asked us to run one round the canal. That was okay, in fact, it was pretty easy.
AFTER that, he asked us to run two more rounds the other side of the canal which was longer. we were like, WHAT?!
then we asked him, we juz ran one round, do we nd to run TWO more BIG rounds? HE was like so angry and said," The round that you girls ran is just a WARM-UP,"
heck, it was really exhausting...even the first person's timing was 13min. mine was 15min... =.=

still, I love this school!!! Love CGS!

Happy new year.
Yesterday there were bombings in Bangkok and Iraq. This like, the first time Bangkok is bombed. Two were found at different police posts, one in a trash can at a market, another at the victory monument, one in a shopping district, plus some other places. what a welcome to 2007... =.=
Two more days. Sigh. I will miss everyone-well, maybe not all...lol. anyway, too lazy to post much. Think someone got freaked out by me this morning, haha...

My mum always say that I'm unfeeling and am not a human coz i don't show any emotions..lol. Whereas my mum's friend, a very shrewd and perceptive woman, said that I do have emotions [ thanks for my rescue ] though I hide all of it. How cold do I seem? lol, I'm a very emotional person though I must admit what everyone sees on my face may not be what I'm feeling. How's that for sentimental and emotional? It is true that I don't feel anything at times, except numbness. I've learnt to hide behind false emotions so as to protect myself from others, which may seem very weird, right? I've been hurt so many times that I realised that it would be difficult for me to really fit in anywhere, more like i would be treated like an outcast. Reading what i've just typed, all of them sound like those psychological gibberish. whatever it is. It has been raining the whole day...
What that is true for now may not always be.

Went to my new school yesterday. Crescent girls' was quite nice. It was a 15 min walk from the mrt station to the school and 45 min commute from Tampines to Redhill. Altogether, my mum spent $372.40 on my books and some school supplies excluding my uniform. Now there's a problem: how do i tie the tie. -.- honestly, I don't know how to tie the tie and my mum doesn't too. diaos...
the uniform was a pale yellow blouse and a dull blue skirt. I had to walk up quite a steep slope to the entrance. Everywhere there are slopes... There will be mass run every Tuesdays and Thursdays-at least that's what my co-form teacher said. I have two from teachers by the way, one male, one female. Only two classes had one form teacher only. There are eight classes : 1C1. 1C2, 1C3, 1G1, 1G2,1G3 , 1S1 and 1S2. Notice they are named in the initials of the school name and school values. Courtesy, Generosity, and Sincerity.
I'm in 1C1, same class as Jolene. 1S1 and 1S2 are the ones taking higher mother tongue and that's how we are seperated. I didnt see any Malays or Indians in my class so I think G section are those that take up tamil or malayu. Not sure though. Now, the only problem is the tie!

It's the common question now, "which school do you want to get into?"
I know they mean well, but, I really don't know how to answer anymore. Sometimes, I hope to get into the same school as my friends and into a school that's nearby. Sometimes I hope to get into the school I like and has a good reputation but is 1 hour 15 min from my house. It fills me with confusion. My mum thinks that everyone will have a goal in their lives. Guess mine hasn't appeared. Once, I was ambitious, knowing what I want, what I'm waiting for. It's surprising how everything can stop, and disappear within reach. It seems that all your dreams can just fade away, all so fragile.
The world strives to be perfect but that's impossible. Trying so hard to be perfect is already an imperfection in itself.

yeah, im at changi airport now, trying to kill time before my flight. going to bangkok, so wouldn't be using the comp till next tuesday. will arrive there in the early evening i guess, oh well, i only got 15 min to use and there's only 11 min more...
my mum's airsick though...she's a bit scared of airplanes...lol
trying to kill time

I watched episodes one all the way to episode twelve of Tsubasa just now on youtube. I have some of their avatars - used one already. The song "Blaze" is also nice. Sadly, all the Tsubasa blogskins are quite awful and not really nice...so not changing to a Tsubasa blogskin yet. It's quite sad you know, Sakura has no recollection of Syaoran coz he gave their relationship as a price to the Dimensional Witch, Yuuko, who told him in return that he has to travel to alternate realities, in other words, he has to travel to other worlds to collect fragments of Sakura's memory, which are in the form of feathers which are her heart. Unfortunately, Sakura will have no recollection of Syaoran even after getting her memory back. It's a romance fantasy actually. Because their relationship is what is most dearest to Syaoran, he has to sacrifice it to Yuuko so that Sakura has a chance of living. Fye had to give his tattoo on his back as his price and Kurogane, his sword, White Dragon. Yuuko handed them Mokona Modoki and another creature to guide them to different worlds and to help them. hmmm, gonna get my lunch now...

Yuuko, "There's no such thing as coincidence in life, but I believe only in the inevitable."

I hate cockroaches!!! today, when i woke up and walked into the kitchen, i saw a stupid cockroach. and...i SCREAMED like mad. How would you feel if you're still bleary-eyed and suddenly see your sworn enemy on the floor crawling towards you?! think the whole block of flats heard my ear-piercing scream. it broke my loudest personal record. the last time i screamed so loud was when i saw a lizard in the bathroom while washing my hair.
*shudders*

Watched Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle this afternoon. Syaoran, Sakura, Fye and Kurogane with Mokona left for another world to look for another fragment of Sakura's lost memories - another of her feather, those that she had lost. It was quite pitiful...she woke up but forgot who Syaoran was. My favourite character has to be Fye though. I like the way they drew him. Mokona is so cute! That fluffy ball of white! Why doesn't anyone watch Tsubasa? It's a Japanese anime. Wait, I like all Japanese anime anyway and this is no exception. Hmmm, think you all will be hearing Jap songs soon...coz i juz found some tsubasa songs, lol. I've already changed my song from English to Korean so maybe, just maybe, there will be Japanese...
I just can't stop gushing about tsubasa - well, I don't have any other things to type about anyway. It was surprising that Sakura's feather was hidden in one of the boys' [ uh, forgot his name... ] kudan. i like Syaoran's fire Kudan. I guess no one knows what on earth am i talking about. The show's on channel U and is at 4.30pm every Sunday. Hey, this jap song sound nice...listening to some tsubasa chronicle songs now.
Anime is a fantasy world where all rules are changeable in the artist's drawing