I'm making Christmas cards and it seems that everything is going wrong! arrrrgh! my measurements went wrong somewhere and i have to do it all over again! help! i made three already and threw three away...which means i threw all away i guess...-.-
my table is the untidiest part of the house-it aways is. that may be because i always put all my materials on it when i have a "project" like this going on, if not, there'll be magazines, catalogues, novels and documents. but artists are supposed to be messy anyway...lol. i may be always looking at details, but i'm not a perfectionist like dk, i don't care about where do i put my things [ maybe that's why i keep losing my things ] . wonder how on earth am i going to clear up this mess...everything's scattered.
i made four borders already-it was my record today, all done in 1 hour [ the borders i mean ] .
i have some inspirations already. designed a blouse today...lol. gonna continue to perservere in making this christmas cards that have yet to be satisfactional.

art is not a destination, but a journey that has yet to continue.

this morning, i went to school with my mum to submit the secondary schools option form. some came alone without their parents, though they were not allowed to submit their forms because their parents were not with them-poor souls, they had to call up their parents and wait for their queue number to be called again if they're lucky. when my mum and i arrived, we were given the queue no. 20 and the number that time was only 2. we waited for quite a long time though after more admin staff came in it was faster. i changed my mind about putting ahs as my first choice, it is my second choice now. think crescent girls is better although if i get in, i'll have to travel for 1 hour on mrt to redhill and walk for a distance every morning for four years. ngee ann was also one of my choices coz it's just two bus-stops away- even more convenient for me than i go st hilda's. out of loyalty to my school, i put it as one of my choices too.
i really wonder if all my classmates will be able to keep in touch still as we all go our seperate ways. i mean, next year, everyone will be trying to adapt in whichever school they got into and will be focusing on their studies already. hope all will keep in touch.
already missing the days of the past spent in my primary school__

im having sore throat and am feeling lousy now. i couldnt sleep last night. lol, it seems i cant sleep every night now. my mum is exasperated because i refuse to go to the doctor. both my parents have really stubborn personas, people used to joke that i am twice as obstinate as both of them. my mum says that even if the world is ending, i'll still stick to my decision [ that is, if i have one and finally can decide coz im fickle-minded ] . last night was awful. my throat hurt real bad and it was uncomfortable. luckily, there is no fever, though i have all the symptoms already. the last time i had fever was june holidays. my temperature just now was only 36.9 C.
Yesterday, after i'd gotten my results, i went out with my mum to tampines mall to watch "Happy Feet". i guess i shouldn't have drank the coke, but i drank anyway. it was a little traumatising as cally, clarabel and others kept popping up wherever my mother and i went. i suppose since we were at tm, it is only normal to see them. but i could almost go crazy as my mum was talking about my classmates and she needed to shut up when we saw them. some of the girls looked like pontyanas with a dark curtain blocking them...no offence! im just saying what i really think. funny thing was when my mum was talking to my ex-classmate's mother at a restuarant near where clarabel and all were having their lunch. melody [teo] saw me standing there and assumed that i was going out with them and looked quite confused when she saw me alone with my mum. lol. i juz said hi to her n told her where they were. i also saw jing hao, cheryl [she went out with her parents also] , and others. the movie was quite nice though i think the adult penguins are not as cute as the baby penguins. the baby penguins are so fat, chubby, and...they are so cute. the movie was very funny as the adilie amigos made a fool of themselves.
nothing much to post bout...

everybody's nervous for their results. just now, i called one of the secondary schools that i intend to put in my six choices. wouldnt put the name coz im not about to compliment the staff.
i asked them how do i get to their school from tampines [ actually, i roughly know already but want to know the short-cut ] . the lady replied in a really stupid way. she didnt even say any landmarks, only the mrt station. "just turn left when you get out of the station, turn right after that and walk up." walk up where? that's as good as not telling me. anyway, i already know how to get there, got the map from one of the websites and it near the mrt station. -.-
i changed my blogskin again. the song is muffled though. i went to watch the movie "step up" with beth, pris, kelly and sherina on monday. we went to gv at tm. after that we went to take neoprints at pretty in tokyo. most of it had blocked heads or like in one of them, beth did a funny thing. since there were five of us, each of us will get two. turned out that im the lucky one that got the biggest and the second biggest neoprint. lucky me. got not much to post about... who watches tsubasa?

It's hard to believe school has ended and i'm not going back as a student. Well, till thursday maybe.
I couldnt sleep last night. Only fell into a dreamless sleep at five thirty when my mum's alarm clock rang [ that blasted clock! ]. usually, people wake up when the clock rings but surprisingly, i managed to fall asleep, though not comfortably. woke up with a headache at eight.
later im going to tm's gv to watch a movie with others. my mum has been asking me to go for a check-up at the hospital. coz ive been feeling very drowsy all day, headaches...but not so much now.
ive been thinking of changing the blogskin again...but too lazy. i have to copy the profile, change all the headings, copy the links.
hurting inside wis h ing to say

Last Day Of School
its mrs foo last year in this school, which means this is also the last day for her to see all the students. we had the closing ceremony which was, as usual, very boring. i'll start from yesterday.
i didnt go to sch in the morning yesterday coz i overslept n my mum didnt wake me. when we sat on the bus to the drama centre [ national library ] , the boys at the back were singing n it was a really awful. after that, when we took our seats in the drama centre, we discovered that we were sitting the highest n last row. overall, the musical [ waves of wisdom ] was nice.
we were back in school by bout 10 30pm n i arrived home at bout 11 coz i took a taxi. slept at 1am n was woken up at 6. the alarm clock was set to ring at 0730 but i woke up well before. oh well. trouble was that i could barely keep awake when they were giving speeches. i had to pinch myself to remain awake n now i have red welts on my arm.
i know i'm gonna miss my school n most of all, my friends, classmates, teachers dreadfully. still, i'm going back next week for my results. i havent decided which school i wanna get into, waiting for the results then will see how.