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Deciding
Thursday, June 14, 2007 @ 9:46 am leave a comment? | 0 shed some light
I just took the Naruto personality test that was on Si Hui's blog. The evil character that I am is Zabuza. What an awful name, well, I've never really liked Naruto anyway. They describe him as a swift and silent killer. =]
Well, I've decided to take up drawing again. My mum has been trying to persuade me these past few months to draw again. I was adamant - the only exceptions I made was drawing for Visual Arts. Even for that, I never really tried my best. I was afraid of what I would see. I was afraid of imperfections. Since December I made a decision to quit drawing unless it's really necessary. It was quite painful but it was even painful when I saw how ugly my art was. It was horrible...my paintings started to be sloppish. I couldn't draw Manga anymore. Not even that. Even my still life drawings of plants are horrifying. That was when I told myself to stop drawing, as it seemed that I do not have that talent anymore. My mum was quite upset over that. So began the "Trying to persuade my daughter not to waste her talent" campaign. Lol, kidding.
Anyway, while I was reading the newspaper yesterday, I saw my sketch book at a corner. I picked it up and suddenly just started drawing. At the end I was exhilarated. I designed three lady's suits, plus a life drawing of a plant. That made me realised what I've been doing these months was just moping around. Such that I never really tried my best in all I'd done.
Btw, my mum was really in a generous mood yesterday. While I was at home designing clothes and doing my homework, she went shopping with 2nd aunt. She bought a toaster oven, rice cooker, three cds - Maroon5 [a Maroon5 shirt was also given but was too BIG for me], Linkin Park's Minutes to Midnight, and a chinese pop singer. I'm not really familiar with chinese songs but I think it's 'Prince' by Zhang Dong Liang...
Lol, my mum wants to improve my chinese so she bought a chinese cd. Best thing: She rented another three comics for me!!! Was so happy!




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